Situation
This year has been something different. I can tell already. I'm not wrapped headfirst around some girl 600 miles away. I'm wrapped around several that far away and possibly a few down here closer, who all seem like good choices. It's just a matter of which makes me the most fulfilled and which actually would want me the want I should be wanted.
But I don't know how I want to be wanted, or even what I want anymore. I'm confused, an just taking things as I get them. Yeah, I'm holding on to a select few things from elsewhere, but thats okay, I suppose. It's not as bad as I was. And I dont have much to hold on to these days, either.
I suppose all I can do, is to just figure them out one at a time, and see what lasts. Whatever I dig up should be helpful.
I hate that even the slightest hint of a possibility has me excited. But I am excited about who i get to see this go around.
This weekend should be interesting.
But I don't know how I want to be wanted, or even what I want anymore. I'm confused, an just taking things as I get them. Yeah, I'm holding on to a select few things from elsewhere, but thats okay, I suppose. It's not as bad as I was. And I dont have much to hold on to these days, either.
I suppose all I can do, is to just figure them out one at a time, and see what lasts. Whatever I dig up should be helpful.
I hate that even the slightest hint of a possibility has me excited. But I am excited about who i get to see this go around.
This weekend should be interesting.