I Rue The Day...
I just had a heart to heart with the most unexpected of persons that I work with.
It's one of those things that just don't happen very often. One of those discussions where it opens up your mind a little bit about yourself and the people you're with at that moment. I noticed a few things about me that usually I just brush off.
I've never found anyone that truly "dislikes" or "hates" me. I'm waiting for that day. Not really because I want to be hated, but my entire life, wherever I've been, or who I'be been associated with, I'm always the guy that get's noticed when I walk through the door. I'm the guy that everyone likes, that everyone seems to recognize, even though sometimes, I'd rather be in the background.
I'm not tootin my own horn saying that I'm so awesome or anything, just the opposite. I don't think very highly of myself.
I'm very finnicky, I change my mind, I do the first thing I think of and immediately regret it or continue with it until it becomes something I want.
I change those around me to fit me. How? I'm not exactly sure.
I don't go looking for girls to have sex with me, I don't talk to people as if 'where I came from' makes any difference. I smile when someone says something funny. I'm a naturally likeable person by just about everyone I've ever met.
I don't acknowledge my faults very often, because I don't want to be ruled or lived by them.
I'm told that I often appear perfect in some variants of light.
I don't fit very many stereotypes, I'm never what most people would expect, and I don't genually care about many things that go on around me.
I rue the day when something comes along and throws all that logic off track and I have to fix it up again.
Please, any day now.
Why me, Universe? Why me?
It's one of those things that just don't happen very often. One of those discussions where it opens up your mind a little bit about yourself and the people you're with at that moment. I noticed a few things about me that usually I just brush off.
I've never found anyone that truly "dislikes" or "hates" me. I'm waiting for that day. Not really because I want to be hated, but my entire life, wherever I've been, or who I'be been associated with, I'm always the guy that get's noticed when I walk through the door. I'm the guy that everyone likes, that everyone seems to recognize, even though sometimes, I'd rather be in the background.
I'm not tootin my own horn saying that I'm so awesome or anything, just the opposite. I don't think very highly of myself.
I'm very finnicky, I change my mind, I do the first thing I think of and immediately regret it or continue with it until it becomes something I want.
I change those around me to fit me. How? I'm not exactly sure.
I don't go looking for girls to have sex with me, I don't talk to people as if 'where I came from' makes any difference. I smile when someone says something funny. I'm a naturally likeable person by just about everyone I've ever met.
I don't acknowledge my faults very often, because I don't want to be ruled or lived by them.
I'm told that I often appear perfect in some variants of light.
I don't fit very many stereotypes, I'm never what most people would expect, and I don't genually care about many things that go on around me.
I rue the day when something comes along and throws all that logic off track and I have to fix it up again.
Please, any day now.
Why me, Universe? Why me?