Aug 05, 2004 02:18
So I never thought the day would come that my cousin and I would not be speaking. I love spending time with him, he's so much fun...and when we do hang out our tummies are killing us by the end of the day because we have been laughing so hard. I don't really even know what happened...I think he's too scared to talk to me. I mean....when I hear that one of my loved ones is speaking lies about me, for no reason but to apparently make me seem bad...obviously I'm going to defend myself. But unlike he...I will not fight fire with fire...so I told everyone the truths of our relationship. You could maybe say that I sold out a little but by telling everyone are secrets...but he betrayed me and I never thought he would ever do that. I just wish that things could be different because now I'm leaving to go to school, and won't see or hear from him before then. Things just didn't have to turn out this way. But one of us will likely regret what has happened...