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I'm getting more and more nervous as the summer winds down. I am so nervous about going away to school. I just hope that I don't get too home sick, and that I like it there, and it was the right decision for me. I've been really trying to enjoy myself, with summer ball being over, I have more time to just relax, and do things that I want to do, even if it's nothing. My back has really been hurting me, and that's a problem, because now I have to tell my coaches, and I have a feeling that as long as I continue to stay active, that it will only get worse. I've been watching Dark Angel, and I love the show. I just think the whole idea of it is really cool. So I've been doing that to keep my mind off things. My brother and I have gotten closer, and I'm really enjoying the time that I'm spending with him, and have learned to be more tolerable. I just think of it like, I'm never going to like someone completely, so I might as well enjoy those differences. It's been almost 3 weeks since I have heard from Nick. I just sorta dropped him without any notice at all. I think that he's just a little too freaky for me, and the whole wierd body odor thing, was a definite turn OFF. He tried calling, and texting me, but I just kept ignoring him. I have a feeling that later on down the road, our paths might cross again, and this time, it won't be so nice, because of the way I've treated him. My parents always told me to try and be respectful to everyone I meet, because you never know...they might be sitting across the table from you one day. But I guess I will have to take my chances with Nick. He's got too many problems anyway, and if he thinks that his manipulated bulying, is going to get anyone in bed with him, he's got another thing coming. I'm thinking about taking a road trip to Marco...so I might be gone for a little while.