Jun 19, 2005 02:00
It has been a very long time since I have updated. I don't know who still does this. I think at this point even Keith, Di and Jared have given up. Evan is still fairly involved in myspace i see. I suppose that makes this an entry for Evan.
So much has happened since I last wrote in this thing. I guess I will start back as far as I can remember and work my way up to now.
Prom: Honestly I wasn't expecting much. I thought it was going to suck actually. I was wrong. Prom was one of the best nights I have had in a long time. I actually don't think I have had a night that fun since then either. Even though I can't dance, as the people around me would testify. Namely my date, Di as well as Taylor whos toes i found with my shoes a few times, and all those people who in the large dance off group who I embarrassed myself in front of. But thats not important because all of those people already knew I'm an idiot and I had a good time. Hopefully I didn't ruin it for Di though or I would feel bad.
The last week or so of school: Why did they make us show up. That was so worthless. I felt like stabbing myself in the eye with a pencil so I wouldnt have to endure it any longer.
Graduation: Way too long. I would have been happier with a quick run through of the names and a couple pictures afterwords. But they had to throw in guest speakers and dancers and choirs. But the worst thing... Who nominated Juilana to speak? I would have rather let Pele kick me in the nuts than listen to her inane babble for 5 minutes. I have heard her speak at graduation before, in 8th grade. In fact I think she used the same speach back then. She even cried then. I would like to critique the content of her speach, but thats not possible because I didn't listen to it.
Grad Night: Not bad. Beat the hell out of disneyland at least, that place sucked. This one was a little longer than I would have liked but it was fun overall. By far the best part was the hypnotist. Kelsey was the funniest person up there by far. Especially when she was getting hit on by Kevin.
The Future: I will soon be on my way to orientation at monterrey bay. Hopefully that will go good. I should be meeting up with my roommate while there. Anyways I will be back from that by thursday. And then it's nothing but work and partying with my bros' all summer.
It's weird to think that people I have been seeing for 4 years I will never see again. Some of these people I would even say are fairly close to me. Now that these friends are gone, I am left with an empty feeling. I wouldn't call it sadness. It's just that something is missing. It sounds depressing but it doesn't make me depressed. In fact I'm happier now then I have been for the last few months. Most of the time at least. But I don't know what the hell is going on in my brain. As my mom has said to me on many occasions. "You're [meaning me] messed up. I think you [again meaning me] need medication." And thats not a lie. My mom has said that seriously on more than one occasion. Oh well, she is probably right.