I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you....But I want it and I need it, I'm addicted to you...
Ok, so the douche came over this morning and of course we hooked up because I'm a weak fuck! I don't know why I do this!! I'm really trying to not be an asshole, but I can't help it. I'm so not about it when he's not here, but then I see him and it's done. I hate myself for doing this. I want to just go back out with Will and have everything be over, but everytime I go to tell him I want to be official again, I change my mind. Hopefully once the summer comes I'll be over this ish. Mother fucker. URGH! I hate myself right now....and I hate myself mostly because I know it's just all going to happen again. No matter how much I hate doing this I'm going to do it anyway....
Shit has the fan in our suite ladies and gentlemen. All because of one GUY (of course it's always the guy being a dick) who decided to completely over exaggerate something that was said. Maybe he took it wrong, or maybe he just likes to start shit, I don't know. But what happened last night should not have happened. I think that people should just FIND TIME to sit down and talk things out. I hate that our suite is divided. I hope things get settled before summer comes, because if this ish festers over the summer it's gonna be trouble come September.
I think we will finally get to the Science Museum on Saturday! I totally need a break before I start studying my ass off for finals (aka, put on lots of lotion in preparation for the BIG rape that is coming! haha). I'm debating on whether or not I should push back my MGT final. I'm supposed to take it on Wed, but if I want I can take it next Tues. That would give me a lot more time to study, but at the same time I kinda of want it to be over. I don't know what I'm going to do yet.
I took a quiz the other day to find out my religion. I'm a JEW! HAHA.....I'm 100% Reformed Judaism. The other thing that I'm 100% of is a Unitarian Universalist. I'm all about that one because I basically get to pick and choose what I like from each religion. hehe sounds good to me! Unfortunatly for my "wish she was a nun" mother, I'm only 28% Catholic...probably because I think the bible is a crock of shit.
Anyways. I got shit to do. Even though I'm probably just going to go dick around. Whatever......
Shit has the fan in our suite ladies and gentlemen. All because of one GUY (of course it's always the guy being a dick) who decided to completely over exaggerate something that was said. Maybe he took it wrong, or maybe he just likes to start shit, I don't know. But what happened last night should not have happened. I think that people should just FIND TIME to sit down and talk things out. I hate that our suite is divided. I hope things get settled before summer comes, because if this ish festers over the summer it's gonna be trouble come September.
I think we will finally get to the Science Museum on Saturday! I totally need a break before I start studying my ass off for finals (aka, put on lots of lotion in preparation for the BIG rape that is coming! haha). I'm debating on whether or not I should push back my MGT final. I'm supposed to take it on Wed, but if I want I can take it next Tues. That would give me a lot more time to study, but at the same time I kinda of want it to be over. I don't know what I'm going to do yet.
I took a quiz the other day to find out my religion. I'm a JEW! HAHA.....I'm 100% Reformed Judaism. The other thing that I'm 100% of is a Unitarian Universalist. I'm all about that one because I basically get to pick and choose what I like from each religion. hehe sounds good to me! Unfortunatly for my "wish she was a nun" mother, I'm only 28% Catholic...probably because I think the bible is a crock of shit.
Anyways. I got shit to do. Even though I'm probably just going to go dick around. Whatever......