Another Night
Well today I went up to Central in the morning to go over my grades again, luckily this time everything worked out. So I have everything all set for Monday which relieves alot of stress. After Central I went to go visit Joe at his place in Bristol. I got there and hung out with him for a little while. He finally cleaned his apartment so it actually looked halfway decent lol. We decided to go get something to eat and then go to the movies after. So I just sat there on his computer and talked to some people while he took a shower and stuff. We finally decided on Friendly's in plainville since it was close the movies and everything. I got a colossal cheese bacon burger, it was so good lol. It was good to talk and see Joe again, he always makes me laugh lol. Hmm... Then on the way out I was walking to Joe's car and I looked up and saw Heather and Katie in Heather's car driving out from the movies... so they like stopped at the light and I ran through the snow to say hi to them lol. So Katie finally saw me and rolled down her window, and like wow... I haven't seen her in awhile... I just thought how beautiful she looked... She just looked amazing... Man... But before I could say anything else Heather and her had to drive away because the light turned green... Oh well... So I'm just like standing there in the snow near the road with my leftover food in my hand staring off into nothing and looking like some loser... But then I heard Joe open the door to the car so it kind of woke me up and I started walking toward the car. Well anyways, so we bought our tickets to the butterfuly effect and went in to watch it... I sat there for awhile eating my sour patch kids and watching the movie, I couldn't really concentrate on the movie. I mean don't get me wrong, It was a really really good movie... But like seeing Katie so suddenly like that and out of no where, I couldn't help but think about her most of the movie. Well... Oh well... So after the movie we just went back to his apartment to pick up my car, said our good byes and I was on my way. I stopped by stop and shop on the way home to pick up something to drink and I saw Toria and Cyr there and I talked to them for awhile. Cyr and I talked in the back for awhile then he invited me to come over his house and hang out for a little bit after he got out of work with Ty and Doug, So that was cool. I haven't hung out with then in a long time and it was really good to do that again. I forgot how much fun we always had together. Cyr got this awesome new stereo and it sounds really great, So we basically just like hung out in his room playing around with it for like 2 hours lol, It was so awesome though lol. Well then it got kind of late and I had to drive back home to Festa's so I decicded to leave like around 10:30. And then while here I am! Now I'm just like sitting here listening to music... Hmm... And thinking... ... ... ... ... Yup...
Such a good song...
"Konstantine"
I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams
and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so
and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
we don't have much room to live
I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy
then you bring me home
cuz we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
we don't have much room to live
and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinking
what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair
and i've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no
this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to laugh at my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no, no, no no no no no no
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did you know i missed you? [x7]
oh god i miss you
and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
you'll miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live
my Konstantine
Such a good song...
"Konstantine"
I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams
and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so
and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
we don't have much room to live
I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy
then you bring me home
cuz we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
we don't have much room to live
and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinking
what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair
and i've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no
this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to laugh at my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no, no, no no no no no no
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did you know i missed you? [x7]
oh god i miss you
and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
you'll miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live
my Konstantine