Nov 11, 2009 14:51
I guess I have kind of run out of things to talk about as of late. Or I have been just too busy. Or it seems like anything I want to write just seems to be an immature whine of how life is not going how I want it to blah blah blah that I just don't even want to bother.
Feeling better lately, not sick, no back acting up, slowly getting my energy back. School is super busy but not as hard as I anticipated 3rd year university would be. I still cannot believe I am a 3rd year university student though. Time does fly by.
I am going to apply to get into the honours program at school. Seems easy enough. It just requires that you keep your GPA at a 6.5 (b+) or higher, and take a few specified honours courses. I think it will also help me to get into grad school. I have my sights set on McGill. I love love love Montreal and it is a great school sooooo.
Love life is always seemingly complex and somewhat annoying. Sometimes I feel I am a better person when I am on my own and don't have someone else around. The only problem is that I sometimes get lonely and want someone to snuggle with. I have been seeing two people at the same time for a while now and by seeing I mean I only see them occasionally but consistently occasionally. We hang out and do stuff and enjoy each others company. One will never be more than what it is. The other could have been more but I have come to the conclusion that I don't want more if it means settling for something I am not entirely happy with. That being said, I hate how things have to come to some sort of conclusion eventually. That isn't to say I am not the kind of person that doesn't like to know what is going on, because I am. Which is why I say my love life is complex, because I am complex and quite honestly don't really know what I want. However, some fireworks would be nice. Do those still exist??
Work is going well. I am asst. manager now. Not much has changed though. I guess we are having a meeting about it to let the rest of the staff know what is going on, not that they don't already. A formality I suppose.
I just want to travel. That is all I want to do. I do not want to be stuck in Victoria for another full year.
Michelle and I are planning to apply for the International University Transfer Program at school and are hoping to get into the school in Hamilton, NZ. The only problem is that we wont be able to go til the 2nd semester of next year if we get in. Booo!!! I honestly think I will poke my eyes out if I have to wait that long to get out of here. I am considering a shorter trip somewhere in the summer just so I don't feel completely stir crazy.
Anyways, that is me trying to not whine about life and for some reason I feel like I still did. Whatever, life is good, my family is healthy and happy, I have a job, a decent home, I am thankful for everything.