Aug 02, 2009 01:46
I have come to realize that I really really do not enjoy the electronic music scene at all any more. I had fun volunteering and seeing some old friends. However, being out at the club and trying to get into the music and pretending to have fun while not completely trashed was really quite tiresome. I lasted until 1am and then finally was honest with myself about the fact that I was not having fun and should really just call it a night instead of trying to enjoy something I stopped enjoying a very long time ago. Time to hang up the dancing shoes and embrace a new phase of my life. It is kind of sad but I guess it is time.