jell-o brain
it's that time of year again when i feel compelled to write in my livejournal (!!!). the past two weeks or so have been filled with coughing, sleep, pin dodgeball, dragonball z, and canoe trips. i ended up sleeping until 5 pm yesterday due the cocktail of nyquil and lithium (prescribed) that i knocked back. 'twas rest i needed i suppose.
i love living in my apartment. so much so that i rarely go out on the sundays and mondays that i don't work. this probably should change. however, i have no desire to drive around and visit friends. annnd i don't have friends in fredericksburg yet. i figure with classes starting up soon, i'll be busy most of the time anyway. and like i said, i love my apartment.
my cat likes to chase pizza crusts around the apartment. what would happen if i got another cat?!?
i've been thinking a lot again. i can feel myself becoming frustrated with those around me. the only people i have patience with are the kids at work. also, when i don't take my medication my brain feels like it is in jell-o. and i don't even like jell-o. my body feels foreign and pessimistic.
sometimes i tell myself that i am scared to be alone. however, deep down, i know i'm scared to be with someone.
okay, i feel lighter.
tomorrow: i'm looking forward to work (aka dodgeball and de-escalation)
i love living in my apartment. so much so that i rarely go out on the sundays and mondays that i don't work. this probably should change. however, i have no desire to drive around and visit friends. annnd i don't have friends in fredericksburg yet. i figure with classes starting up soon, i'll be busy most of the time anyway. and like i said, i love my apartment.
my cat likes to chase pizza crusts around the apartment. what would happen if i got another cat?!?
i've been thinking a lot again. i can feel myself becoming frustrated with those around me. the only people i have patience with are the kids at work. also, when i don't take my medication my brain feels like it is in jell-o. and i don't even like jell-o. my body feels foreign and pessimistic.
sometimes i tell myself that i am scared to be alone. however, deep down, i know i'm scared to be with someone.
okay, i feel lighter.
tomorrow: i'm looking forward to work (aka dodgeball and de-escalation)