My momma always said "stupid is, as stupid does"
So as most know we have been doing some rather large renovations lately.
Sounds fun right?
Not really...ok,ok SOME of it is. Picking out pretty things and seeing the finished product come together is fun.
But what is decidedly UN-FUN is the lack of money towards the end.
We've had to tighten the purse strings a bit this last month, and a certain someone didn't budget so well.
I left enough(I thought) to make it through. And while we've been fine for the necessities...food,bills,fuel. I forgot a pretty significant thing.
Medication.
Stupidest.decision. Ever.
The last 72 hours have been hell. Not just the sudden emotional upheaval, and complete lack of coping skills, but more so the side effects coming off so sudden.
Constant 'brain fog', ridiculous fatigue, and feeling so dizzy and lightheaded I'm sure I look like the local drunk walking around.
I honestly did not believe having a few days off would have such overwhelming and fast effect on me.
Luckily I will be able to get the script filled in the next few days, so to all those who have encountered my angry, emotional and frankly weird behaviour over the last few days you at least know why....and thank you. Thank you for putting up with it (I'm looking at you dear husband)
I have learnt my lesson. It is a hard, crappy lesson to learn, but it has been learnt
Sounds fun right?
Not really...ok,ok SOME of it is. Picking out pretty things and seeing the finished product come together is fun.
But what is decidedly UN-FUN is the lack of money towards the end.
We've had to tighten the purse strings a bit this last month, and a certain someone didn't budget so well.
I left enough(I thought) to make it through. And while we've been fine for the necessities...food,bills,fuel. I forgot a pretty significant thing.
Medication.
Stupidest.decision. Ever.
The last 72 hours have been hell. Not just the sudden emotional upheaval, and complete lack of coping skills, but more so the side effects coming off so sudden.
Constant 'brain fog', ridiculous fatigue, and feeling so dizzy and lightheaded I'm sure I look like the local drunk walking around.
I honestly did not believe having a few days off would have such overwhelming and fast effect on me.
Luckily I will be able to get the script filled in the next few days, so to all those who have encountered my angry, emotional and frankly weird behaviour over the last few days you at least know why....and thank you. Thank you for putting up with it (I'm looking at you dear husband)
I have learnt my lesson. It is a hard, crappy lesson to learn, but it has been learnt