Leave Nervous Breakdowns to the Experts
I might start using this thing again...
Really, I need to stop having these stupid emotional freak outs. Seriously. On Tuesday, Aug 28, i decided i was going to move back in with my mother. Wednesday, Aug 29, i quit my job at Answer Quick. On Saturday, Sept 1, i moved to my mom's. Sunday through Tuesday I helped my best friend pack his stuff to move to Oklahoma. Tuesday morning i wished him farewell and watched him drive away. The following Tuesday my mother had her tailer moved. We didn't have electricity until Monday Sept 17, because that hurricane delayed the power company with turning it on. I stayed with various friends, mostly Mark Redmond. I'm currently jobless and broke as hell. People don't seem to want to hire me. I auditioned for The 13th Gate (a haunted house here in BR), thought i did really well, and never heard from them again. I asked Drew, who's been there for a few years now, why he thought i didn't make it. He was truthful, and it makes sense. Probably because i'm too fat (those weren't his words). *sighs* such is showbiz. They'd much rather put anorexic whorey looking bitches in skimpy death costumes than hire someone who could do a good job. I've emailed my resume countless times, left voice messages (as instructed) for numerous job opportunites, and nothing has come of it. I could go wait tables somewhere, but I truthfully have the body of a 60 year old woman. Since i was about 10 I've had problems with my hips. If i'm on my feet more than a hour or so at a time i get excruciating pain through my legs, hips, and lower back. Sometimes to the point of being unable to walk for short periods of time. So, I'm trying to avoid that route as long as possible. jrbh;bojaejtg;aijguj;oeiajb;eakfwht[gbhojgjbaoiejtgjfaw
Life is dumb and more unfair than I ever thought imaginable.
I'm going to class now. At least i've haven't quit school again.
Really, I need to stop having these stupid emotional freak outs. Seriously. On Tuesday, Aug 28, i decided i was going to move back in with my mother. Wednesday, Aug 29, i quit my job at Answer Quick. On Saturday, Sept 1, i moved to my mom's. Sunday through Tuesday I helped my best friend pack his stuff to move to Oklahoma. Tuesday morning i wished him farewell and watched him drive away. The following Tuesday my mother had her tailer moved. We didn't have electricity until Monday Sept 17, because that hurricane delayed the power company with turning it on. I stayed with various friends, mostly Mark Redmond. I'm currently jobless and broke as hell. People don't seem to want to hire me. I auditioned for The 13th Gate (a haunted house here in BR), thought i did really well, and never heard from them again. I asked Drew, who's been there for a few years now, why he thought i didn't make it. He was truthful, and it makes sense. Probably because i'm too fat (those weren't his words). *sighs* such is showbiz. They'd much rather put anorexic whorey looking bitches in skimpy death costumes than hire someone who could do a good job. I've emailed my resume countless times, left voice messages (as instructed) for numerous job opportunites, and nothing has come of it. I could go wait tables somewhere, but I truthfully have the body of a 60 year old woman. Since i was about 10 I've had problems with my hips. If i'm on my feet more than a hour or so at a time i get excruciating pain through my legs, hips, and lower back. Sometimes to the point of being unable to walk for short periods of time. So, I'm trying to avoid that route as long as possible. jrbh;bojaejtg;aijguj;oeiajb;eakfwht[gbhojgjbaoiejtgjfaw
Life is dumb and more unfair than I ever thought imaginable.
I'm going to class now. At least i've haven't quit school again.