a night awake with my thoughts
20 years ago I:
1. was living in detroit
2. had a mom and dad that were married
3. hated wearing shirts in the summertime
10 years ago I:
1. was awkward
2. first started loving tori amos
3. had long hair...like, long hair.
5 years ago I:
1. was finishing my senior year of high school
2. was in love with my best friend
3. was so niave
3 years ago:
1. was living away from home for the first summer
2. begining my art classes at state
3. was in my first out queer relationship
1 year ago I:
1. finally dealing with issues that i had ignored for years
2. single after 6 years of two intense relationships
3. begining to figure things out, and really attempting to be a better person with everyday
In the past year I:
1. acknowledged and dealt with all the supressed emotions, and continue to deal with them
2. have embraced crying when i need to
3. gained an understanding of my gender
Yesterday I:
1. opted to skateboard and bus instead of using my car
2. engaged in a lot of intense thought
3. talked to amazing people
Today I:
1. worked
2. cleaned a bit
3. daydreamed
Tomorrow I:
1. AM GRADUATING!
2. am going to kalamazoo
3. am going out to dinner at taj and eat yummy indian food!!
In the next year I:
1. will reconnect with loved ones
2. will figure out the ways in which i can make the biggest, most positive impact
3. will live life with more fervor everyday
1. was living in detroit
2. had a mom and dad that were married
3. hated wearing shirts in the summertime
10 years ago I:
1. was awkward
2. first started loving tori amos
3. had long hair...like, long hair.
5 years ago I:
1. was finishing my senior year of high school
2. was in love with my best friend
3. was so niave
3 years ago:
1. was living away from home for the first summer
2. begining my art classes at state
3. was in my first out queer relationship
1 year ago I:
1. finally dealing with issues that i had ignored for years
2. single after 6 years of two intense relationships
3. begining to figure things out, and really attempting to be a better person with everyday
In the past year I:
1. acknowledged and dealt with all the supressed emotions, and continue to deal with them
2. have embraced crying when i need to
3. gained an understanding of my gender
Yesterday I:
1. opted to skateboard and bus instead of using my car
2. engaged in a lot of intense thought
3. talked to amazing people
Today I:
1. worked
2. cleaned a bit
3. daydreamed
Tomorrow I:
1. AM GRADUATING!
2. am going to kalamazoo
3. am going out to dinner at taj and eat yummy indian food!!
In the next year I:
1. will reconnect with loved ones
2. will figure out the ways in which i can make the biggest, most positive impact
3. will live life with more fervor everyday