My Guy - Chapter ( 4 l 5 )

[maya_chan1412]

Author: MAYA

Pairings: Sakumoto , Ohmiya, Sho X Kitagawa Keiko

Rating: NC-17

Genre: Drama, romance, angst, fluff

Disclaimer: Unfortunately, they own themselves.
Note :
* I was really touched by Souta - kun's deep love In " shitsuren chocolatier " , so I thought about using this type of love for my lovely SakuMoto .
* Thanks to my dear
matsuaurore for her great great help !
* English is not my first language nor second , so forgive me if you saw something here and there ~
* This is my first fanfic ever , hope you like it :)



"Jun?" He called me. I hummed in his embrace. "It is cold here, let's go inside." I separated from him a little upset, but he took my hand in his. He looked at me and smiled. No Sho, we should stop this, otherwise my heart will refuse doing what I've chosen to do.
When we entered, we took off our coats. I went to the kitchen and brought him a hot coffee, he smiled and took it from my hand. I went to my bedroom to change my clothes. When I opened my wheel looking for something to wear, I felt two arms covering my waist, he leaned his head on my shoulder. And whispered.
"I need you, now." I blushed, but didn't move. He turned me around to look at him. I was lowering my head. No Matsumoto! Don't give up... You have promised her. However, Sho suddenly pulled me toward the bed. Leaned me at the edge, wrapped my nape with his hand and pulled me against his chest. "It seems you have something toward me now, that's why you are ignoring me, but I will wait. Just... just stay like this for a while." He was mumbling with his sleepy voice. I didn't react. Being in his embrace had always been and was still something I more than liked. We stayed like this until I felt his breathe becoming calmer and he fell asleep. I looked at him with teary eyes, pecked his lips and took a blanket to cover his body. He said he loved me, and I should be in his embrace. Well... I am going to do it, just in the case he will come back to me and not choose her.
I slept the whole night on the couch. When I opened my eyes, it was already morning. I yawned and headed toward the bathroom. I took off my clothes, when I looked at my lower body, I wondered what type of dreams I had had last night. Suddenly, I heard the door opening.
"Sho?"
"You are really avoiding me..."
"No, Sho... I can explain."
"I will not listen until you kiss me." He said with a playful tune. I giggled and opened my arms, inviting him to hug me. He rushed toward me and our lips met. The kiss was too rough, too sweet, and too beautiful to handle.
"We have a shooting after afternoon, we should prepare." I mumbled, breathless.
"Just one more thing." He giggled, kneeling between my legs, and taking my length in his mouth. He was rubbing my length with his hands and sucking it at the same time. There were no words that could describe these emotions, it was just heaven.
"Anmph~ Sho, I- Ah." He bit the tip of my length and sucked it as a child sucking his lollipop! Oh my God, the way he drove me crazy! He continued his sucking, it didn't take me a lot of time to come in his mouth. "Sorry..." I apologized touching his cheek smoothly. He took my hand and kissed it. I shouldn't be silent anymore. I sighed then started to talk again. "I met Kitagawa Keiko yesterday." He froze, stood up, and looked at me in silence.
"What for?"
"There are a lot of things I need to tell you." I pulled a towel to cover my body, then I took his hand to drag him out of the bathroom, but he refused to move. "Sho?"
"If it is something that relates to separate us, then I won't listen." He whispered too depressed. He looked at my eyes. "Is it?"
"The agency wants her to give birth and unless you appear, Toma is the real father, and she did that because she was depressed because of you!" I said without stopping. "So, do you think we need to talk?" I screamed at him. Saying these things were hard for me, but I wanted to hurt him, to made him hate me, so it would be easier to let him go for today.
"She was depressed?" He asked. Was it the only thing he was interested in? I nodded. "Because of me?" I looked at him, shocked, why was he so hurt? Maybe he really still... "What is the wrong thing I did?"
"It is not particularly you. Your... your mother was insisting on her to break up with you. She... She even threatened her about old scandals. She didn't know what to do, and even how to tell you. She..." The hardest part came, "... She really loves you." I breathed. Then looked at him, when I wanted to touch his shoulder, he pushed my hand away.
"Sorry... I don't know how to react anymore." I knew he really meant it. "Complete please." His sad tune was killing me.
"Toma by chance was in Oguri Shun's party where he met her. He stayed with her while she was crying out without knowing the reason. He ended up drunk and…" I preferred not to say it in details. He was motionless. Suddenly he asked.
"And what about the agency thing?"
"They want her to give birth, otherwise she won't complete with them as she broke the contract." I looked at him, too curious to know what he was thinking about, but unfortunately, I was seeing an empty expression. "So, what will you do?" He stayed silent. Then he approached my side and put his head on my shoulder. Feeling him that depressed was really eating me inside.
"Jun," He whispered, "Make me forget all these things." I widened my eyes. Oh my God, he was really destroyed! It was my first time seeing him in this condition. "Sing me something, pat my head while I am leaning on your lap or cook me something to make me forget all these things. I am begging you, Jun~" He groaned then, fell on his knees, crying. I lost my self-conscious, I couldn't feel my legs anymore. I fell beside him, crying. It was hurting for some reason. Our pain was shared between the two of us, and it made me cry more. I was crying about my life since eight years until now, crying because of what the man I love was suffering from… and the scary future that will come. He had betrayed his family, his girlfriend and soon, I will announce my betrayal.
When he calmed a little, I touched his cheek. Abruptly, he pushed me roughly on the ground making me lean here. I was surprised by his attitude. He started kissing me roughly. "What is happening to him?" I thought.
"Sho... am, sho?" I breathed heavily. He ignored me and started sucking my nipples, making me moan. "SHO stop!" I shouted. He pulled up then looked at me. When I saw his face I froze.
"You take her side now? Even you are betraying me? I am tired of all these things." He murmured, then stood up ready to leave. "Then, why did you say you loved me?"
"No! Trust me, I still love you! But…" I screamed, hugging him from behind.
"What do you suggest me to do? I will follow what you will say." He whispered. I needed, now, to close my heart to give him the decision.
"I love you, I will complete loving you ever..." I hesitated, "But...go to her." I groaned. Sho raised his face up, as he was struggling not to cry, as he was begging for help. He was probably now thinking of me as just as a shit. I was still hugging him from behind. He took my hands from his waist, kissing my trembled fingers then talked with a serious face.
"Roger." He was about to leave, when my heart beat in again. I held his arms not saying anything. He looked at me and said the most painful words I had ever heard. "It shouldn't have happened from the beginning. Trying to be with you was the biggest mistake I made in my life." He pushed my hands and left the apartment. I literally wanted to die…
I said I loved him, but wanted him not to escape from his reality… was it wrong? Did he understand it as I stopped loving him?
The next two days were just horrible for me. I couldn't concentrate on anything. Luckily, there weren't big deals to catch.
When the third day came, which was the day of shooting Shiyagare, I was too scared to see him. I wanted to ask him many questions. He was here when I entered the green room, absent-minded. My heart had shrunken seeing him in this condition. However, I just stayed in the counter couch looking at him. When I raised my eyes he was looking at me, I jumped, but he smiled.
"Hi," He said cheerfully. "How are you?" I gazed at him wonderingly.
"Hey... just struggling." I whispered. I didn't even know why I had said these words. When I was about to open my mouth again, somebody knocked on the door, so I stayed silent. Nino and Ohno entered holding each other's hands. Sho and I widened our eyes while looking at them. They seemed to understand our reaction, so Ohno started to explain.
"While you were so preoccupied on you own problems, we..." He pointed to Nino, "Solved our problems." Nino just blushed.
"I am happy for you two, really happy." I said cheerfully, and stood up to hug them.
Aiba entered the room shouting, "Oi! Have you seen the news? Why are you hugging? Involve me~~ but not now! Have you seen the news?" We all laughed at his stupidity.
"What news?" The gamer asked.
"… About Kitagawa Keiko-san." He said, looking directly at Sho. Who seemed too calm. Then they looked at me, who was in the same mood as Sho. "So, you already knew? As expected..." He looked away, "I can't believe you two haven't told us."
"Masa-"
"What?" Ohno interrupted us. When I was about to explain for him. Sho's manager entered.
"Sakurai - san, I freed your schedule for a week. You can leave for America anytime. The shooting is delayed, you four can leave." He said then left. The three pairs of eyes were hanging out between me and Sho. There was an uncomfortable silence, until Ohno shouted in a tune I first heard in our 13 years.
"COULD YOU TWO EXPLAIN WHAT IS HAPPENING FOR THE GOD SAKE?"
Sho took his belongings and left but before leaving he stopped behind the door and chuckled.

"I need to catch the plane. See you guys in one week."

What those two had come with about 'MY' future, was completely stupid. Nevertheless, I decided to do what they wanted just to make them regret pushing me in all of this. First, as Keiko wanted to keep the child and agency refused to let her being pregnant, she would take some vacations. However, what they hadn't suspected was the fact that the agency would cancel her contract with them. So, Keiko simply went on pension and to avoid the overreaction of the fans, she decided to go to America. When the newspapers and magazines would start tattling on that, my role would come. I will walk in the airport in public to catch me going to America. The fans will think "Oh my God, there is something between our Sho - chan and that Keiko! And the agency refuses to accept it, and because of their deep love, they decided to leave everything and escaped together! We will not be able to see our Sho-chan anymore! No Arashi anymore! Fine, we will cause a big problem against the agency. We, will do a revolution against this agency" that type of things. And I did what I told literally, I was now in the hotel - alone- waiting for the fans to do their role, I would be a liar if I said that I didn't throw some fire-ish comments here and there, not that they needed it. Oh my fans I like you.
While the whole japan was rip roaring. I was in my room laughing hardly, but… When Jun's image pumped to my mind, I felt hardly enjoying. I googled 'Matsumoto Jun', and smiled a big big smile seeing his gorgeous face. I stared at one of his images, I touched the screen, there, were the lips that I kissed passionately. I knew that Jun still loved me, but I was so angry at him not to trust me and give me that test if I could call it like that. Was he trying to make that 'test' a secret test? Oh my Jun, you are so innocent and so cute to act like you are pushing me to her. Okay, I will prove that 'love' to you, little baby.
I was so absorbed in thinking when I heard someone knocking the door. It didn't need me cleverness to recognize who it was. We hadn't met since the day we broke up. We just called each other to organize this 'Plan' or whatever. Keiko~
When I opened the door, I saw her. As I expected, she entered the room, shameless. When I thought about it now, I couldn't believe that I was fully in love with her. She entered and stayed on the couch, but she didn't say anything. So, I decided to start the conversation.
"Hey," She looked at me. "Jun told me everything. You owe him a lot, you know?" She just looked surprised then nodded. "He told me about my mother's attitude. I am really sorry. I was so busy so I didn't see you… suffering…"
"Things like that happen. Don't worry." Then the silence came again. I went to the kitchen and brought her a juice. When I returned, I saw her in front of my laptop, and oh my God I was surfing about Jun. "You two are serious, right?"
"More than you think." I said, holding her a glass of juice.
"When we discussed about what to do that day, he said he loved you…" I smiled. Feeling a warmth in my chest. "But he said that he couldn't be with you, so I should take care of you." I looked at her, shocked. She carried my laptop in her hand and threw it away. "He wants you to forget him." Wait, so it wasn't a test? A game? She approached me and covered my chest with her hands. "I am here with you, would you look at me? Please." I didn't say anything. When she saw my cold reaction she suspected that I had accepted, so she touched my lips with her thumb then started to brush it. I wasn't in my self-conscious, I wasn't moving for some reason. What I meant for Jun? And without any shame, I felt her lips on mine. She kissed me passionately, but I didn't react. Then she stopped, "You won't love me ever?" I shook my head.
"I loved you before-"
"No you didn't," She interrupted with me. "You loved him from the very beginning. And because I loved you, I didn't dare to let you go. I am so in love with you. Being with you for my whole life was a dream for me, was something enough for me. In the happy, sad, and every moment, to be in your embrace, feeling your warmth and smelling your scent. I have loved it, and I will love it forever."
"Sorry…" I apologized. Yes I did, but… why?
"Sorry.. huh?" She chuckled weakly, "So, you finally decided to go to him?"
"No, he threw me to you."
"He said he will let you come to me by words, but his heart was saying another thing." She shouted. I looked at her really surprised. "I won't let you leave me again. I can't live without you. It is not fair to only love him…" She started undressing herself.
"Wh-what are you doing?" I turned around not to look at her naked body. I didn't know what her expressions were. All I knew was that I had hurt her a lot since I heard her crying hard and punching my back.
"I… I don't care if you don't love me… but, please, please…" She breathed heavily. "Don't leave me alone. I am scared of the future, of that child inside me, and of all the people around me!!" She was screaming. My heart ached so much. I was a monster, it was her who was the most suffering. How I couldn't think of her? I turned around and took her naked body in my embrace.
"Sorry, Sorry Keiko. I won't leave you again. I will protect you with… the child." She held me harder and cried as she never did before. "But my heart is already there, I am not able to return it back." I mumbled.
After some minutes she calmed down. I carried her in my arms and put her in bed and covered her body. I brushed her hair, so she slept fast. I felt guilty to be that bad with her. I kissed her forehead, but Jun's face appeared in my mind.

"Kazu... Stop please, I am tired of running."
"So don't follow me!" Nino shouted! "I hate you!"
"No please Kazu…"
"What is this then? Can you explain why you haven't broken up with your Ericka until now?" He breathed then whispered, "Don't tell me you regret what we-"
"No! Never, baby. I love you. But, it is hard."
"What makes it that hard?" Nino groaned.
"She hasn't done anything wrong. So, breaking up with her like this…"
"Let's not meet until each one have resolved his problems. I can't deal with that Toshi… It hurts me seeing you so lovey-dovey with her like this, and lying to all who are around us." Nino said and left. Ohno didn't follow him because he knew that Nino was right.

"What should I do?" Ohno thought. "Do we really need to hurt many people to go on with each other?"

One week had passed since me and Keiko came to America. To my surprise, their plan was going really good. The agency called Keiko today saying that they accepted her request, but she should stay in America until they organized everything. However, I needed to return today not to delay my schedule more. And oh my God I had left Jun alone to deal with Johnny-san. In the previous week, Keiko and I slept in separate rooms. I told her that I needed a time for myself. She understood well what I meant, I was really unable to approach her. I will return to my Jun.
In the airport, there were a lot of journalists who were searching about any new info’s about me. I didn't hide myself. When they asked me about Keiko, I acted as I didn't have any clue about what they were talking about, and just told them I was filming a report for news zero. You know, to protect my idol's image. When I entered the van that was waiting for me as the guard said, he was there. Jun was there, smiling at me. My heart melted in this smile, I wanted to kiss these sexy lips so hard. But I knew that I didn't have the right to do. Just to pass his test completely.
"Okaeri, Sho-san."
"Tadaima." It took me time to get my eyes of him. I missed him. "What are you doing here?"
"Johnny-san ordered to meet you, so I will go with you since I know a lot of details." Oh my cute hero. I smiled, then my manager entered.
"Ah~ before meeting Johnny-san, you should go to meet the director for the new song ' breathless'. It won't take a long time. Okay?"
"Hai~"
We stayed silent for a while, then Jun looked at me and asked.
"How is she?" I liked that he didn't call her by her name, it made me feel that he was jealous. Ah just to increase my tension.
"She is really really good." I gazed at him. He smiled with a little pout, I knew it was a difficult expression, but at moments like that. Jun was able to do so. "What happened with Johnny-san?"
"I sent him this morning the experimental medical report about the real father."
"Wh-what? Why?"
"It is obvious, to tell Toma about his child!" He looked questions rolling around his head. "Don't tell me, you are planning to hide the truth from him…" He mumbled, really surprised.
"I want her with the baby. Telling Toma will just make the problem worse!" I shouted at him. I promised to protect her even if I will not be with her. But Jun maybe thought that I chose her? Hu~h? could be!
"You are selfish, you know?"
"Yes!"
We looked at each other angrily, but the manager stopped our fight and told us that we had reached the place. When we entered the building, the guards told us that the director had an important thing to do, so we would have to wait for him in the meeting room.
We stayed for fifteen minutes and he hadn't come yet. So our manager went to ask about the problem. I looked at Jun.
"Sorry for my aggressive attitude." He pouted and looked to other side. Was he serious?!! "By the way, I am angry because you talked with Keiko about letting me go to her." He didn't look at me. "Jun?" I stood up and turned the chair to my side. He was crying. "JUN!?" I touched his cheek but he slapped my hand. "What the matter is?"
"You weren't here for a week and when you come back all what you ask about is your problems and her? You don't know how I felt being without you. How my heart was aching because you were far with her and I am the one who gave you easily to her? You can't imagine how was my happiness about seeing you. And now you, you are-" He breathed. When he wanted to complete, I cut him off.
"Jun, you stupid. Don't you remember what I told in front of your house that day?" He looked at me with teary eyes. "Stay in my embrace forever, I love you stupid." I stretched my arms inviting him to my chest. He froze, trying to organize his ideas. Maybe he was thinking, oh my God Sho chose me! I am giving him an A+ at the test! ( I still worried about that test?). He jumped to my embrace finally.
"I… I thought, I was-"
"Shhh, I know.. I know baby." I leaned to kiss his lips. The world changed around me, I could feel the love in each touch and each movement. It wasn't rough, it was so so sweet. When I sucked his mole, I felt excited, he was really mine! At this point the kiss became harder. I moved to his neck licking his sweet skin, he arched his head back. That really aroused me! Oh my God I wanted to fuck him here at that moment. I took a glance at the place around us. There was a big grate in the end of the room. I took Jun's hand and led him to that place. There was some equipment, but I didn't really care. I gazed at Jun who was already understanding my desire. I pulled him to me. "Are you ready? It will be a high level of danger." He smiled and pecked my lips making me understand that he accepted the challenge. I took off his thick jacket and pulled his short and boxer down at the same time, our lips never left each other. I leaned him on the ground. I was fully dressed and he was fully naked. I started licking his chest, smelling his amazing scent and biting these miracle's nipples. Since I hadn't lube in my bag nor him, I started licking two of my fingers, but he took them and started licking it fully in his mouth. My hard length was screaming inside my boxer because of this magical teasing he offered me. Then, suddenly I took my fingers from his mouth and immediately pushed them inside his hole. He screamed in pain, then started breathing heavily so I took it as a sign to complete my mission. I stretched his hole really hard not to make it difficult when I shove my heavy big cock. I took off my fingers from his hole, I wanted to take a look for the thing that will cover my cock later. So I made him lean on his chest, when I separated his cheeks I felt excited, feeling of possessiveness. I stuck my tongue and started licking his ass and hole, Jun jumped surprisingly, experiencing a new feeling. And believe me, it was amazing. When the time came to release my cock, we heard my manager talking with someone, who was probably that director.
"Eh? Where are they?"
"Maybe they felt bored so they went hanging out."
"I am going to look for them, please wait here."
"Okay."
Oh my God it was exciting. The same moment I thrusted inside my lover's hole, I heard the door closing. Now, Sakurai Sho was fucking Matsumoto Jun in the same room than their director. Fortunately, he played a song for AKB48 that is known to be loud. When I returned my focus on the princess under me, he was groaning and putting his hand on his mouth not to make any noises and the other to balance himself since he was on his three. I pushed his hand on the ground, I didn't care about that director, I wanted to hear his voice. I started thrusting harder, so he gave tiny moans. That would be useless, he was stubborn. I needed more of him. So, I pushed my length as hard as I could with the fastest rate I could. He started moaning, small ones but enough for me in this situation. I completed my thrust until I came in his perfect hole. I fell on his back, breathing heavily. When we calmed down, I stood up, turning him to my side.
"Oh~ I forgot this thing." I said pointing to his cock, which in second came in my mouth. I sucked it hard until Jun came in my mouth. "You are amazing."
"No, you are amazing." He said blushing. I leaned to kiss him a last kiss. Then we stood up to take on our clothes. When we finished, we looked at each other, wondering how to get in front of that director or what type of excuses we will give him. However, we heard him suddenly talking.
"You've finished finally? Get out, I knew from the beginning you were there fucking like two horny rabbits."
"TOMA?!"
End of chapter four

* Wow! It seems that is difficult for me not to write pervert scenes XDD I hope you liked this chapter~ it was really hard for me seeing Jun and Sho spatting each other TT_TT Oh my poor heart can't deal with Sakumoto aggressiveness. Ammm, also about Ohmiya parts, they are like a break for my mind to calm down from the storm which happening between Sakumoto XDD Finally, Jun and Sho officially together ^^ the next chapter will be the final, hope you will enjoy reading it.
* Comments are welcomed ^^
JA ~