❤ The Heir and I \ CH01 ~
Title: The Heir and I.
Author:
maya_chan1412
Pairings: Sakumoto
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Rating: NC-17 ( in the next chapters)
Notes : Without my dear
matsuaurore nothing will be done ~
Being the first son of the prime minister is an interesting experience. Surrounded by luxurious and servants. However, in my case it was completely different. As a disabled son, I was a shame for my parents…
I was an ordinary child, living my life as any children from high level society. However, one day I was kidnapped and the kidnapper threw me out from the car to make the police stop following him, that's why I ended up disabled…
To be honest, at first I didn't hate myself that much. I accepted the fact that I will not be able to walk again, but the situation was totally different with my parents. They lost their heir, their son became disabled, so now who would lead the company? I started hating myself from this point. My father stopped me from going to school which was obviously embarrassing for him. They isolated me on the second floor room, I couldn't see them again nor my friends. The servants brought me food that I rarely had the mood to eat, and they sometimes took me out on a picnic. I told them to bring me a tutor because I wanted to learn, I really wanted to fill this gap in my empty life. Nevertheless, five years had passed since my accident and I was never able to learn except the things that I tried to learn by myself. My nights were completely hell, unable to forget the pain I felt that day, unable to get out of my dark world. I screamed in need for hope, for love… for an ordinary life.
If I had been an ordinary person, I supposed to graduate today from middle school, but I was here, in that pale bed looking to my balcony thinking about the routine things I had lived in the past five years.
Why do the birds hadn't come until now?
The color of the sky was different today.
The boy who conducted the milk changed, he was another one now.
The farmer didn't shout at his daughter today.
Another day had come, and I was still alive?
I promised myself yesterday to die…
What was the reason of living like this, I was tired…
There was no one who could help me?
I looked at the clock on the wall, it was lunch time, but the maid hadn't come yet. I hoped they were thinking of killing me by starvation.
Three hours had passed, I really believed in that idea. If I will end up dying by starvation why did I struggle in the previous five years? The three hours became five... six... nine... midnight.
Hot tears left my eyes, it has been a while since I cried. Crying was like a habit in my first days of disability. But not became something rare, maybe I was used to it?
A moment of remembering the few happy moments I had in my life.
The day when that maid made me origami.
When the farmer told me that I was a strong boy.
The moment when I saw my parents after two years once again.
When I wrote my first novel.
I felt a hard ache in my chest, I hit my chest times and times again.
I groaned when I felt the need to urinate, I called, but no one responded. I tried to wake up myself but I ended up on the ground… and once again… I steeped on the floor. I stayed motionless, soulness, looking to myself. I felt pitiful to myself.
"Anooo, are you okay?" I jumped from my thoughts. Someone was in the door frame. When I didn't reply he asked again, "Are you okay? Do you need help?" He entered the room and looked to see my urine. He stopped, shocked and I felt embarrassed.
"GET OUT!!!!" I shouted with all of my heart. "GET OUT!!"
"No! I heard you calling for help, so-"
"Get out! Don't come close to me!" It was embarrassing please get out!
"What is happening here," I heard a familiar voice. Mother? "Oh what is this mess??!" I shivered when I saw her.
"M-m.. mom?"
"Jun what is this?" She screamed at me. Then she looked at the boy, "Dear Sho, go to call one of the servants. I will tell you everything tomorrow. I am going to sleep now." She said and then left me. Mom? I missed you.. I missed being in someone's embrace. I didn't have the right to say such a thing…
I looked at the boy who was standing here, I lowered my eyes.
"Ju-just.. d-do what sh-she has t-told you." I stammered. I wasn't used to talk with strangers. Why was he standing here like this??!
Suddenly, I felt two arms on my back and the other covering my legs, he lifted me in his arms. I put my arms around his neck, then he spoke.
"Where is the bathroom?"
"G-get me down!.. I.. I will mess up yo-ur clothes w-with my-"
"My clothes are not the problem now. Where is the bathroom?" I looked surprised at him then pointed to the bathroom at the end of the room. He carried me there and opened the door. He leaned me on the ground and started taking off my clothes, I became completely naked in front of the eyes of a stranger. It was not a new thing, but it felt different. He stood up and headed to the magnifier to fill it with water. He returned, held me, and put me in the magnifier. Then started to wash my body with soap. Both of us stayed silent until I felt some shampoo inside my eyes and groaned.
"Are you okay? Open your eye to wash it." I did, struggling. When he finished, he smiled at me. I felt a warmth in my chest. A new feeling.
After showering me, he dried my body and made me wear clean clothes. He left the room to bring towels and washed the ground. When he finished, approached me and I quivered.
"I have a lot to ask you about, but you look scared of me," He pecked my forehead, "Good night." When he was about to leave I grabbed his tee-shirt.
"Th-thank you." I whispered. He chuckled and covered my body with the blanket and left. That night, I slept as I had never slept in five years.
The next day, the servants brought me my breakfast. I ate it all because I was really hungry. I didn't ask them the reason why they hadn't brought me meals the day before. Suddenly, they told me that my parents wanted to see me. I felt really happy, so they remembered me?
Although the bad things they do for me, I wasn't able to hate them, because at the end I was a burden for them. Or I just hated them but acting like this to give me a hope…
They were in the garden outside. It had been a week since last time I went out. When I looked at the table in the garden, they were here. That boy beside them… I think I had understood the situation.
"Good morning." I bowed to them from my wheel chair. That boy looked at me and smiled. Why did I expect a hug from my parents?
"Good morning." He came and took the place of my maid to push my wheel chair forward. I raised my head to look at my father.
"I heard about the shameless thing you have done yesterday, Jun."
"So-sorry." I apologized.
"If our dear Sho wasn't here it would be troublesome." Our dear Sho? Was telling my father about me bad things is enjoyable for her? Was she really my mother?
"No, I didn't do anything except calling the servant." He lied. I wondered why.
"We gathered today to introduce you two to each other, even if it is not that important to, but since we will have a journey, we will put you Jun under the care of Sho." My mother said. Breaking my heart with each word she said. So it was the only reason? They didn't remember? It was… It was…
"Sho, this is our real son. Jun, he is disabled that is why we took over you." My father stopped for a while then turned to his dear, "And this is Sho, my heir." We bowed at each other without saying anything. Every one stayed and started to chat, ignoring me completely. Yes, this was my world…
"Jun… bring me the cup in front of you." The mother said. I nodded and stretched my hand to take it, but it was too far. I felt disappointed… "Oh my God, you are unable to do even that?" Their dear son stood up and took the cup and handed it her.
"Useless, right?" I whispered.
"What?" The father asked. I felt that I was really nothing. They were a complete happy family, and I was the stranger…
The servant came to bring me back to my room, to that bed, to my groove. I opened my book, and started again to write to Maya, the only person who loved me in my life. An imaginary character, the main character of all of my novels.
Maya, I miss you... I was so stupid for the moment when I thought that any human beings can replace you.
There were two ways of getting rid of your pain, two only…
Crying
Death…
Maya? Do you hear me?
What should I do?
It is painful…
I groaned hard on my bed. I started to cry, I couldn't be tired of crying. I held my chest, I need to be loved. I missed being human…
Suddenly, I felt two arms pulling me to someone's chest, I didn't know who could be that person... All I had noticed, that I missed even being touched. I cried in that person's embrace.
When I calmed down, I could feel that person helping me to lean on my pillow. He was their dear Sho. I looked at the other side, why was it him? I was expecting him to say something, same things that the maids said, like you will be okay soon or something like those tricky words, but what he said was completely different.
"Do you like to go to the cinema?" I froze. I stayed calm. So he completed, "Your parents left, they will return after one week, let's enjoy our time." He was smiling at me.
"Why should I?"
"Because there is a really amazing movie today."
"Wasn't what I meant."
"Do you hate me?"
"No, nor I love you."
"But I love you." I blushed. What was he saying!!?
"As a brother?"
"You think of me as your brother? I am happy." He chuckled. "Now, I will help you changing your clothes and getting out of this jail." He stood up, then looked to the book that was opened above me. "Oh~ you are writing? Let me see-"
"DON'T TOUCH IT!" I shouted at him, "Don't touch Maya!" He looked so surprised. "And no, I am not going out of this jail until I die!!"
He stood there smiling which angered me, so I threw the book into his face, but it didn't hit him and fell on the ground. "And listen, I am forced to be your brother, so stop this attitude because I hate being a burden more than anything." I leaned on my bed again. He didn't say anything, so I lifted my head to look at him. He approached me and took me in his arms. "Stop! What are you doing??!"
"We have a date my dear brother."
End of chapter one ^^
• So, Sho is trying to get Jun like him. This chapter doesn’t contain a lot of info about Sho's past and why he is he really helping Jun. But the next few chapters will shock you.
• I was so depressed of something, that is why the beginning of chapter was so sad XDD• Comments are welcomed !
• JA~
Author:
maya_chan1412
Pairings: Sakumoto
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Rating: NC-17 ( in the next chapters)
Notes : Without my dear
matsuaurore nothing will be done ~
Being the first son of the prime minister is an interesting experience. Surrounded by luxurious and servants. However, in my case it was completely different. As a disabled son, I was a shame for my parents…
I was an ordinary child, living my life as any children from high level society. However, one day I was kidnapped and the kidnapper threw me out from the car to make the police stop following him, that's why I ended up disabled…
To be honest, at first I didn't hate myself that much. I accepted the fact that I will not be able to walk again, but the situation was totally different with my parents. They lost their heir, their son became disabled, so now who would lead the company? I started hating myself from this point. My father stopped me from going to school which was obviously embarrassing for him. They isolated me on the second floor room, I couldn't see them again nor my friends. The servants brought me food that I rarely had the mood to eat, and they sometimes took me out on a picnic. I told them to bring me a tutor because I wanted to learn, I really wanted to fill this gap in my empty life. Nevertheless, five years had passed since my accident and I was never able to learn except the things that I tried to learn by myself. My nights were completely hell, unable to forget the pain I felt that day, unable to get out of my dark world. I screamed in need for hope, for love… for an ordinary life.
If I had been an ordinary person, I supposed to graduate today from middle school, but I was here, in that pale bed looking to my balcony thinking about the routine things I had lived in the past five years.
Why do the birds hadn't come until now?
The color of the sky was different today.
The boy who conducted the milk changed, he was another one now.
The farmer didn't shout at his daughter today.
Another day had come, and I was still alive?
I promised myself yesterday to die…
What was the reason of living like this, I was tired…
There was no one who could help me?
I looked at the clock on the wall, it was lunch time, but the maid hadn't come yet. I hoped they were thinking of killing me by starvation.
Three hours had passed, I really believed in that idea. If I will end up dying by starvation why did I struggle in the previous five years? The three hours became five... six... nine... midnight.
Hot tears left my eyes, it has been a while since I cried. Crying was like a habit in my first days of disability. But not became something rare, maybe I was used to it?
A moment of remembering the few happy moments I had in my life.
The day when that maid made me origami.
When the farmer told me that I was a strong boy.
The moment when I saw my parents after two years once again.
When I wrote my first novel.
I felt a hard ache in my chest, I hit my chest times and times again.
I groaned when I felt the need to urinate, I called, but no one responded. I tried to wake up myself but I ended up on the ground… and once again… I steeped on the floor. I stayed motionless, soulness, looking to myself. I felt pitiful to myself.
"Anooo, are you okay?" I jumped from my thoughts. Someone was in the door frame. When I didn't reply he asked again, "Are you okay? Do you need help?" He entered the room and looked to see my urine. He stopped, shocked and I felt embarrassed.
"GET OUT!!!!" I shouted with all of my heart. "GET OUT!!"
"No! I heard you calling for help, so-"
"Get out! Don't come close to me!" It was embarrassing please get out!
"What is happening here," I heard a familiar voice. Mother? "Oh what is this mess??!" I shivered when I saw her.
"M-m.. mom?"
"Jun what is this?" She screamed at me. Then she looked at the boy, "Dear Sho, go to call one of the servants. I will tell you everything tomorrow. I am going to sleep now." She said and then left me. Mom? I missed you.. I missed being in someone's embrace. I didn't have the right to say such a thing…
I looked at the boy who was standing here, I lowered my eyes.
"Ju-just.. d-do what sh-she has t-told you." I stammered. I wasn't used to talk with strangers. Why was he standing here like this??!
Suddenly, I felt two arms on my back and the other covering my legs, he lifted me in his arms. I put my arms around his neck, then he spoke.
"Where is the bathroom?"
"G-get me down!.. I.. I will mess up yo-ur clothes w-with my-"
"My clothes are not the problem now. Where is the bathroom?" I looked surprised at him then pointed to the bathroom at the end of the room. He carried me there and opened the door. He leaned me on the ground and started taking off my clothes, I became completely naked in front of the eyes of a stranger. It was not a new thing, but it felt different. He stood up and headed to the magnifier to fill it with water. He returned, held me, and put me in the magnifier. Then started to wash my body with soap. Both of us stayed silent until I felt some shampoo inside my eyes and groaned.
"Are you okay? Open your eye to wash it." I did, struggling. When he finished, he smiled at me. I felt a warmth in my chest. A new feeling.
After showering me, he dried my body and made me wear clean clothes. He left the room to bring towels and washed the ground. When he finished, approached me and I quivered.
"I have a lot to ask you about, but you look scared of me," He pecked my forehead, "Good night." When he was about to leave I grabbed his tee-shirt.
"Th-thank you." I whispered. He chuckled and covered my body with the blanket and left. That night, I slept as I had never slept in five years.
The next day, the servants brought me my breakfast. I ate it all because I was really hungry. I didn't ask them the reason why they hadn't brought me meals the day before. Suddenly, they told me that my parents wanted to see me. I felt really happy, so they remembered me?
Although the bad things they do for me, I wasn't able to hate them, because at the end I was a burden for them. Or I just hated them but acting like this to give me a hope…
They were in the garden outside. It had been a week since last time I went out. When I looked at the table in the garden, they were here. That boy beside them… I think I had understood the situation.
"Good morning." I bowed to them from my wheel chair. That boy looked at me and smiled. Why did I expect a hug from my parents?
"Good morning." He came and took the place of my maid to push my wheel chair forward. I raised my head to look at my father.
"I heard about the shameless thing you have done yesterday, Jun."
"So-sorry." I apologized.
"If our dear Sho wasn't here it would be troublesome." Our dear Sho? Was telling my father about me bad things is enjoyable for her? Was she really my mother?
"No, I didn't do anything except calling the servant." He lied. I wondered why.
"We gathered today to introduce you two to each other, even if it is not that important to, but since we will have a journey, we will put you Jun under the care of Sho." My mother said. Breaking my heart with each word she said. So it was the only reason? They didn't remember? It was… It was…
"Sho, this is our real son. Jun, he is disabled that is why we took over you." My father stopped for a while then turned to his dear, "And this is Sho, my heir." We bowed at each other without saying anything. Every one stayed and started to chat, ignoring me completely. Yes, this was my world…
"Jun… bring me the cup in front of you." The mother said. I nodded and stretched my hand to take it, but it was too far. I felt disappointed… "Oh my God, you are unable to do even that?" Their dear son stood up and took the cup and handed it her.
"Useless, right?" I whispered.
"What?" The father asked. I felt that I was really nothing. They were a complete happy family, and I was the stranger…
The servant came to bring me back to my room, to that bed, to my groove. I opened my book, and started again to write to Maya, the only person who loved me in my life. An imaginary character, the main character of all of my novels.
Maya, I miss you... I was so stupid for the moment when I thought that any human beings can replace you.
There were two ways of getting rid of your pain, two only…
Crying
Death…
Maya? Do you hear me?
What should I do?
It is painful…
I groaned hard on my bed. I started to cry, I couldn't be tired of crying. I held my chest, I need to be loved. I missed being human…
Suddenly, I felt two arms pulling me to someone's chest, I didn't know who could be that person... All I had noticed, that I missed even being touched. I cried in that person's embrace.
When I calmed down, I could feel that person helping me to lean on my pillow. He was their dear Sho. I looked at the other side, why was it him? I was expecting him to say something, same things that the maids said, like you will be okay soon or something like those tricky words, but what he said was completely different.
"Do you like to go to the cinema?" I froze. I stayed calm. So he completed, "Your parents left, they will return after one week, let's enjoy our time." He was smiling at me.
"Why should I?"
"Because there is a really amazing movie today."
"Wasn't what I meant."
"Do you hate me?"
"No, nor I love you."
"But I love you." I blushed. What was he saying!!?
"As a brother?"
"You think of me as your brother? I am happy." He chuckled. "Now, I will help you changing your clothes and getting out of this jail." He stood up, then looked to the book that was opened above me. "Oh~ you are writing? Let me see-"
"DON'T TOUCH IT!" I shouted at him, "Don't touch Maya!" He looked so surprised. "And no, I am not going out of this jail until I die!!"
He stood there smiling which angered me, so I threw the book into his face, but it didn't hit him and fell on the ground. "And listen, I am forced to be your brother, so stop this attitude because I hate being a burden more than anything." I leaned on my bed again. He didn't say anything, so I lifted my head to look at him. He approached me and took me in his arms. "Stop! What are you doing??!"
"We have a date my dear brother."
End of chapter one ^^
• So, Sho is trying to get Jun like him. This chapter doesn’t contain a lot of info about Sho's past and why he is he really helping Jun. But the next few chapters will shock you.
• I was so depressed of something, that is why the beginning of chapter was so sad XDD• Comments are welcomed !
• JA~