Annoyance_ chapter09
Author : 
maya_chan1412
Pairing : Sakumiya, Yama, Sakumoto, Sakuraiba!
Rating : PG-13
Genre: Romance, angst
Warning: m-preg
Hello~~
So, if you forgot what happend in the last chapter, here is a short summary of what happend:
The fives guys went on a trip. They had so much fun. Masaki and Satoshi beame rivals, because both of them were in love with Sho. Masaki announced that he had a lung cancer, and that's why he left on his and Sho's wedding day a year ago. Sho made out with Masaki. Satoshi saw them. Nino saw a note his wife left for her brother saying horrible things. Jun was just a witness. He loved the other four as friends. And that't it!!
CH01 - CH02 - CH03 - CH04 _ CH05
CH06 - CH07 - CH08 -
It was horrible. I mean everything in that trip after the huge announcement. A lot of stuff happened after that. They happened very fast. My mind and heart were busy anticipating the next move. I couldn’t make any sense of it. Kazunari disappeared two weeks ago claiming that he need a ‘family’ vacation with his wife, Yuriko. Satoshi left without any explanation. Masaki moved to my master’s house. So, now I’m serving two people. This might be the only change with me. While everything was messed up around me, I stood still. Just accepting what was coming from everywhere.
The weirdest thing was that Sho never reacted to their actions. When Satoshi quit, Sho just accepted that immediately and said nothing. He didn’t even look at him when Satoshi handed him the letter. They didn’t talk about their relationship. Literally, nothing! I was the one who ran after him and insisted to have a conversation.
“He loves you,” I said as soon as we sat on the coffee house. Yes, Sakurai san - my master who I had unstable feelings toward- was in love with Satoshi. Being with Masaki- no offense- was just out of sympathy. The guy had a lung cancer, and he confessed his love. What was he supposed to do? Knowing my master, he would have just ignored Masaki and went around with his lame pranks. But apparently, things were different this time.
Satoshi didn’t answer me. He was looking at me and smiling. I could understand why Sakurai was in love with him. Not only was he a caring guy with a very sweet heart. He also had a very angelic voice. I listened to one of his songs Sho was playing in his phone the other night. It was incredible. It sent powerful emotions softening any kind of negative feelings.
I brushed these thoughts from my mind and looked at Satoshi again. When he saw my expression this time he said, “You enjoyed the trip so much.” I smiled. This was right. I’ve never had real friends. Even though these guys might not consider me as their friend, to be honest, I wanted to feel this way. It was something else, I felt alive. I didn’t think of my dominant father. Or my so-called friends whose main concern was fucking every single ass they see. I enjoyed my time there. Obviously, Satoshi saw this in me. So, I nodded.
His smile go wider and he answered the heavy question rolling in my mind, “We are friends, you know?” I bit my upper lip and nodded again to him. I didn’t know how was he able to read my mind easily, and I didn’t know why his words had this effect on me, but I was happy.
“Take care of him,” He said. And by him, I immediately knew that he referred to the man he loved, my master. What was about them ended in the vaguest way a person could imagine it. The moment Satoshi left, I made a promise to myself. I’m going to do my best to take care of him. The selfish Matsumoto Jun made his mind to live a life for someone else. Interesting.
When I called Kazunari asking him about his absence, he just thanked me for my concern and assured me that everything was all right. But I could swear his voice was mixed with a deep frustration. I didn’t ask him further, but I told him that we will keep in touch. So, we did. He would send me pictures of him and Yuriko happily hanging out. And I will reply with a lot of stuff going around. We chatted a lot.
Two days after we came back from the ‘gloomy’ trip, Masaki stepped suddenly into my master’s house with bags. Sakurai didn’t say anything. He nodded and pulled Masaki to ‘their’ bedroom.
During the last few days, I became the driver too. Since Sakurai never accepted any one to replace Satoshi.
I was annoyed. I didn’t know why it was so annoying to me. I spent my whole day in my lovely kitchen and doing the laundry or cleaning. Watching T.V. sometimes or going to the grocery store to by stuff. Meeting old friends from time to time. My father even invited me for a dinner once. He said I can come back, but I told him that I liked it there because it is a good job. He was impressed and I could see that he liked the new me since he said, “You are so ready to start your training as the CEO anytime.” But I wasn’t planning on going back any way. Because still, there was something I needed to solve in my current position. I was annoyed.
I was in the kitchen working on my splendid dinner for today. Grilled Vietnamese Chicken and macaroons for sweets. Sakurai came back from work and walked straight to the kitchen where I was. He was early, and he didn’t call me to drive him back.
“Where is Masaki?” He asked immediately. I jumped from my place. First, I never thought he was right behind me. Second, we didn’t really talk much after we came back from the trip, except for the basic things.
“Amm, he called me earlier and told that he has a night shift today. Why didn’t you call me so I can pick you up?” He was still behind me. I turned around and saw his face. He was trying his hard with a poker face, but anyone would notice a trace of sadness covering his expression. “You okay?” He looked at me and shook his head.
“How is Satoshi?” He asked. I couldn’t answer him immediately because I was trying to deny the sting in my chest. I met his pleading eyes. Then I thought I didn’t have a choice except to tell him.
“He was heart-broken,” I started. What I was saying was wrong. I needed to fix it. “But I’m sure he wish you a happy life with Masaki.”
“What should I do, maid-o…” He didn’t call me with this nick-name since a very long time. He was so devastated, that really made me think about embracing him, so he could feel like he could depend on some body. But I didn’t. He continued after a while when he didn’t receive an answer from me, “Kazunari is also mad at me.” He looked like a little baby. Not like the Sakurai Sho I knew, the tough bratty guy I knew.
He was about to leave when I lost my mind and rushed to grab him from his arm to pull him to my embrace. He didn’t resist, like he was waiting for something like that. He stood still as I rubbed my hand in his back and the other in his hair repeating that everything is going to be okay and I support him in everything he is going to do. And I meant it.
Sadly, I meant it.
I was the one who pulled first. I felt embarrassed so I turned around not to meet his eyes, even though I could assure that he was trying so hard to make eye contact. “Dinner?”
“Sure.”
The rest of the night went pretty normal. I served the dinner, which clearly was so delicious because Sakurai ate his and Masaki’s meals. Then I washed the dishes, made sure the door and windows were locked then I headed to my sweet bed. Once I put my head on the pillow, I drifted to sleep.
I didn’t know what time it was when I heard my phone ringing. And I didn’t know how many times it ringed before I answered. But It was around three in the morning. And it was the drunk Masaki calling me to open the door for him. I went lazily to open the door for him. He threw his body on me.
“You smell so good~~” Okay he was totally drunk.
“And you stink. Let’s take care of you first before pushing you to the master’s bed.” That was a good sentence. High five maid-o.
I took him to the living room and brought him chocolate milk to help his dizziness. I brought a clean pajama, his toothbrush, and some wet tissues to clean his sweaty face. He started mumbling non-sense stuff that moment. I didn’t care, I wanted to go to my bed.
“You know.” Weirdly, he was so awake for sudden. He didn’t seem like a drunk guy for second. “I should kill myself.” I laughed and he pouted as tears started rolling down his cheeks. So, I decided to play with the drunk guy his game.
“Why you want to kill yourself? Ain’t you happy?”
“YES!” He shouted, and I was about to smack his head but did not. “I am super happy! But I don’t deserve it.”
“Why?” I asked randomly. I wasn’t really curious. I just wanted to finish this. I put the t-shirt on and looked at him. I was shocked with the serious face he was putting on. So, I asked him again, “Why?”
“I am such a loser. I am a liar.” He sighed. That grabbed my attention for a little bit.
“Did anything happen in the work today?”
“It’s not about the work.”
“Then?”
“I lied to Sho.” A long silence. He didn’t look at me. And I stopped what I was doing. I waited for him to continue. He sighed and continued, “I don’t have a lung cancer.”
“Then what do you have?” I wanted to shake his body. To know what he was talking about.
“Nothing. I’m all healthy.” He said as he passed out on the couch leaving me with a heavy piece of information.
Betrayel.
So! what do you think?
Am I a horrible person?
comments are welcome!
maya_chan1412
Pairing : Sakumiya, Yama, Sakumoto, Sakuraiba!
Rating : PG-13
Genre: Romance, angst
Warning: m-preg
Hello~~
So, if you forgot what happend in the last chapter, here is a short summary of what happend:
The fives guys went on a trip. They had so much fun. Masaki and Satoshi beame rivals, because both of them were in love with Sho. Masaki announced that he had a lung cancer, and that's why he left on his and Sho's wedding day a year ago. Sho made out with Masaki. Satoshi saw them. Nino saw a note his wife left for her brother saying horrible things. Jun was just a witness. He loved the other four as friends. And that't it!!
CH01 - CH02 - CH03 - CH04 _ CH05
CH06 - CH07 - CH08 -
It was horrible. I mean everything in that trip after the huge announcement. A lot of stuff happened after that. They happened very fast. My mind and heart were busy anticipating the next move. I couldn’t make any sense of it. Kazunari disappeared two weeks ago claiming that he need a ‘family’ vacation with his wife, Yuriko. Satoshi left without any explanation. Masaki moved to my master’s house. So, now I’m serving two people. This might be the only change with me. While everything was messed up around me, I stood still. Just accepting what was coming from everywhere.
The weirdest thing was that Sho never reacted to their actions. When Satoshi quit, Sho just accepted that immediately and said nothing. He didn’t even look at him when Satoshi handed him the letter. They didn’t talk about their relationship. Literally, nothing! I was the one who ran after him and insisted to have a conversation.
“He loves you,” I said as soon as we sat on the coffee house. Yes, Sakurai san - my master who I had unstable feelings toward- was in love with Satoshi. Being with Masaki- no offense- was just out of sympathy. The guy had a lung cancer, and he confessed his love. What was he supposed to do? Knowing my master, he would have just ignored Masaki and went around with his lame pranks. But apparently, things were different this time.
Satoshi didn’t answer me. He was looking at me and smiling. I could understand why Sakurai was in love with him. Not only was he a caring guy with a very sweet heart. He also had a very angelic voice. I listened to one of his songs Sho was playing in his phone the other night. It was incredible. It sent powerful emotions softening any kind of negative feelings.
I brushed these thoughts from my mind and looked at Satoshi again. When he saw my expression this time he said, “You enjoyed the trip so much.” I smiled. This was right. I’ve never had real friends. Even though these guys might not consider me as their friend, to be honest, I wanted to feel this way. It was something else, I felt alive. I didn’t think of my dominant father. Or my so-called friends whose main concern was fucking every single ass they see. I enjoyed my time there. Obviously, Satoshi saw this in me. So, I nodded.
His smile go wider and he answered the heavy question rolling in my mind, “We are friends, you know?” I bit my upper lip and nodded again to him. I didn’t know how was he able to read my mind easily, and I didn’t know why his words had this effect on me, but I was happy.
“Take care of him,” He said. And by him, I immediately knew that he referred to the man he loved, my master. What was about them ended in the vaguest way a person could imagine it. The moment Satoshi left, I made a promise to myself. I’m going to do my best to take care of him. The selfish Matsumoto Jun made his mind to live a life for someone else. Interesting.
When I called Kazunari asking him about his absence, he just thanked me for my concern and assured me that everything was all right. But I could swear his voice was mixed with a deep frustration. I didn’t ask him further, but I told him that we will keep in touch. So, we did. He would send me pictures of him and Yuriko happily hanging out. And I will reply with a lot of stuff going around. We chatted a lot.
Two days after we came back from the ‘gloomy’ trip, Masaki stepped suddenly into my master’s house with bags. Sakurai didn’t say anything. He nodded and pulled Masaki to ‘their’ bedroom.
During the last few days, I became the driver too. Since Sakurai never accepted any one to replace Satoshi.
I was annoyed. I didn’t know why it was so annoying to me. I spent my whole day in my lovely kitchen and doing the laundry or cleaning. Watching T.V. sometimes or going to the grocery store to by stuff. Meeting old friends from time to time. My father even invited me for a dinner once. He said I can come back, but I told him that I liked it there because it is a good job. He was impressed and I could see that he liked the new me since he said, “You are so ready to start your training as the CEO anytime.” But I wasn’t planning on going back any way. Because still, there was something I needed to solve in my current position. I was annoyed.
I was in the kitchen working on my splendid dinner for today. Grilled Vietnamese Chicken and macaroons for sweets. Sakurai came back from work and walked straight to the kitchen where I was. He was early, and he didn’t call me to drive him back.
“Where is Masaki?” He asked immediately. I jumped from my place. First, I never thought he was right behind me. Second, we didn’t really talk much after we came back from the trip, except for the basic things.
“Amm, he called me earlier and told that he has a night shift today. Why didn’t you call me so I can pick you up?” He was still behind me. I turned around and saw his face. He was trying his hard with a poker face, but anyone would notice a trace of sadness covering his expression. “You okay?” He looked at me and shook his head.
“How is Satoshi?” He asked. I couldn’t answer him immediately because I was trying to deny the sting in my chest. I met his pleading eyes. Then I thought I didn’t have a choice except to tell him.
“He was heart-broken,” I started. What I was saying was wrong. I needed to fix it. “But I’m sure he wish you a happy life with Masaki.”
“What should I do, maid-o…” He didn’t call me with this nick-name since a very long time. He was so devastated, that really made me think about embracing him, so he could feel like he could depend on some body. But I didn’t. He continued after a while when he didn’t receive an answer from me, “Kazunari is also mad at me.” He looked like a little baby. Not like the Sakurai Sho I knew, the tough bratty guy I knew.
He was about to leave when I lost my mind and rushed to grab him from his arm to pull him to my embrace. He didn’t resist, like he was waiting for something like that. He stood still as I rubbed my hand in his back and the other in his hair repeating that everything is going to be okay and I support him in everything he is going to do. And I meant it.
Sadly, I meant it.
I was the one who pulled first. I felt embarrassed so I turned around not to meet his eyes, even though I could assure that he was trying so hard to make eye contact. “Dinner?”
“Sure.”
The rest of the night went pretty normal. I served the dinner, which clearly was so delicious because Sakurai ate his and Masaki’s meals. Then I washed the dishes, made sure the door and windows were locked then I headed to my sweet bed. Once I put my head on the pillow, I drifted to sleep.
I didn’t know what time it was when I heard my phone ringing. And I didn’t know how many times it ringed before I answered. But It was around three in the morning. And it was the drunk Masaki calling me to open the door for him. I went lazily to open the door for him. He threw his body on me.
“You smell so good~~” Okay he was totally drunk.
“And you stink. Let’s take care of you first before pushing you to the master’s bed.” That was a good sentence. High five maid-o.
I took him to the living room and brought him chocolate milk to help his dizziness. I brought a clean pajama, his toothbrush, and some wet tissues to clean his sweaty face. He started mumbling non-sense stuff that moment. I didn’t care, I wanted to go to my bed.
“You know.” Weirdly, he was so awake for sudden. He didn’t seem like a drunk guy for second. “I should kill myself.” I laughed and he pouted as tears started rolling down his cheeks. So, I decided to play with the drunk guy his game.
“Why you want to kill yourself? Ain’t you happy?”
“YES!” He shouted, and I was about to smack his head but did not. “I am super happy! But I don’t deserve it.”
“Why?” I asked randomly. I wasn’t really curious. I just wanted to finish this. I put the t-shirt on and looked at him. I was shocked with the serious face he was putting on. So, I asked him again, “Why?”
“I am such a loser. I am a liar.” He sighed. That grabbed my attention for a little bit.
“Did anything happen in the work today?”
“It’s not about the work.”
“Then?”
“I lied to Sho.” A long silence. He didn’t look at me. And I stopped what I was doing. I waited for him to continue. He sighed and continued, “I don’t have a lung cancer.”
“Then what do you have?” I wanted to shake his body. To know what he was talking about.
“Nothing. I’m all healthy.” He said as he passed out on the couch leaving me with a heavy piece of information.
Betrayel.
So! what do you think?
Am I a horrible person?
comments are welcome!