keep forgetting to remember

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so, i've been meaning to remember i still have a journal. it's ironic really, i say i wanna be a writer and yet i can't seem to get through 2 sentences before i lose interest.             i've lost the will to move forward. instead i stand still, won't somebody please shove me?

it's late, and i'm tired. i could sleep forever and still wake up tired. sometimes i feel like i have been sleeping forever.
killer.