Past, present, and Future: F@ck'em all.
This is a bad time of year for me. Every year. My sister died in the 9/11 attack and this whole period of time immediately before and after 9/11 really mess with my head. I feel bad for Ashley yesterday I was pretty much in a coma and on the 11th dealing with my emotions was like playing “whack-a-mole”. As soon as I wasn’t feeling sad I felt angry then tired then sad then happy then angry and so on.
Life isn’t all-bad I have a couple of cool projects under way
1) I am putting together an updated darker version of a variety show with my pal Josh (from New York not the Johnston Center.) I am working on the writing but keep getting writers block.
2) I am going to start working for my cousin husband on his project to promote unsigned bands. But it most likely will pay very little if anything and the we haven’t really formalized anything. Plus the whole business is still in the planning stages
3) I’m gonna work with Athena on putting together and pansexual play party in Manhattan to help fill the void that Peepshow party left now that it has ended.
All of these projects have one thing in common. They present very little opportunity to actually make enough money to fully support myself. Maybe that will change in the future but who knows. At this point I am just happy to have the possibility of doing something fun with my time. I just have to get out of the funk that 9/11 has left me in. Also it is time to start working out and getting into shape.
I barely use this account to post any more, but I have been keeping up with reading all your posts. I intend to change that and get back in touch with all my friends from LJ and the meat world.
Life isn’t all-bad I have a couple of cool projects under way
1) I am putting together an updated darker version of a variety show with my pal Josh (from New York not the Johnston Center.) I am working on the writing but keep getting writers block.
2) I am going to start working for my cousin husband on his project to promote unsigned bands. But it most likely will pay very little if anything and the we haven’t really formalized anything. Plus the whole business is still in the planning stages
3) I’m gonna work with Athena on putting together and pansexual play party in Manhattan to help fill the void that Peepshow party left now that it has ended.
All of these projects have one thing in common. They present very little opportunity to actually make enough money to fully support myself. Maybe that will change in the future but who knows. At this point I am just happy to have the possibility of doing something fun with my time. I just have to get out of the funk that 9/11 has left me in. Also it is time to start working out and getting into shape.
I barely use this account to post any more, but I have been keeping up with reading all your posts. I intend to change that and get back in touch with all my friends from LJ and the meat world.