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Well, i'm at deltech right now, waiting for english class to start. Its been awhile since I last updated ladies and gentleman, there is much to catch up on.
First and foremost, since some people have been waiting for an update in this department, i'll talk about my hormonal, adolescent struggle for a love life. The crush that i had chased after for so long. My gut feeling was saying that it was on the verge of bombing, so, I proceeded to put it out of its misery. In the process, I learned that my suspicions were correct. Me and the girl are still friends, I'm moving on. Now, there are a couple of other girls I have interest in, so I'm gonna gather my thoughts there (god forbid I ever only liked one girl at a time, it'd be too easy that way).
Anyway, that's the small part of my entry. Its my junior year, so I don't have much time left, and I'm already starting to gather my thoughts for college. The problem is, I'm not sure what I want to do. I have so many interests, and they are all so different from one another, that it makes picking just one career for at least the next few years, if not the rest of my life, a rather difficult choice to make. The other oddity about my varied thoughts for the future is that although some of my interests are things I enjoy, they feel like a waste. Its odd, but when I think of my future, I feel like I should make a difference in the world around me, be something important. Maybe a renown name in the martial arts world, or a politician, but its that feeling stereotypical with dreams of glory. Only thing is, I only have it when I think of futures that are more reserved, without such positions of responsibility. And a thought has struck my mind, maybe this is what one would call a lust for power, except mine cleverly disguises itself by decreasing the egocentrism that accompanies it. I'm not really sure what to think of it.
Well, that concludes this entry, I hope I have updated people in my life sufficiently, and also, I hope I've managed to provoke some thoughts from you oh reader of mine. So, leave some comments, and then, in the words of the kwik-e-mart, "Thank you, come again."
First and foremost, since some people have been waiting for an update in this department, i'll talk about my hormonal, adolescent struggle for a love life. The crush that i had chased after for so long. My gut feeling was saying that it was on the verge of bombing, so, I proceeded to put it out of its misery. In the process, I learned that my suspicions were correct. Me and the girl are still friends, I'm moving on. Now, there are a couple of other girls I have interest in, so I'm gonna gather my thoughts there (god forbid I ever only liked one girl at a time, it'd be too easy that way).
Anyway, that's the small part of my entry. Its my junior year, so I don't have much time left, and I'm already starting to gather my thoughts for college. The problem is, I'm not sure what I want to do. I have so many interests, and they are all so different from one another, that it makes picking just one career for at least the next few years, if not the rest of my life, a rather difficult choice to make. The other oddity about my varied thoughts for the future is that although some of my interests are things I enjoy, they feel like a waste. Its odd, but when I think of my future, I feel like I should make a difference in the world around me, be something important. Maybe a renown name in the martial arts world, or a politician, but its that feeling stereotypical with dreams of glory. Only thing is, I only have it when I think of futures that are more reserved, without such positions of responsibility. And a thought has struck my mind, maybe this is what one would call a lust for power, except mine cleverly disguises itself by decreasing the egocentrism that accompanies it. I'm not really sure what to think of it.
Well, that concludes this entry, I hope I have updated people in my life sufficiently, and also, I hope I've managed to provoke some thoughts from you oh reader of mine. So, leave some comments, and then, in the words of the kwik-e-mart, "Thank you, come again."