May 10, 2007 21:50
I just keep on driving, I know it won't be long.
I don't have time for seriousness right now, it drives me mad.
I don't have time for seriousness with that Amy chick, that's for sure... What have I gone and done now! Eeek, she stayed at mine Friday = bad things. I used to be someone who loved the idea and cutsieness of relationships... Now, I guess I want fun more than anything keeping the rest reserved for someone really special if they come along. Amy likes me way more than I like her. So Dane got it wrong again, still. No worries.
Band, the whole thing is still feeling like a waste of time... I felt uplifted when we started putting together a PROPER song, but it's all going to pot again - fucking idiots.
So, the tour is payed for... I'm broke, I spent too much last weekend and this week for some reason I'm not too happy. Oh, and the weather sucks. But I'm trying more than usual, to be like "fuck it" cause worries are worthless.
My job has way passed it's sell by date with me, I need something new and I need it fast, and I need more money to live - I'm in dire need of somewhere new to live.
Then there's her... And the silly crush I still have, wow. Next week might be cool. =]
Sarah is on my mind... And she shouldn't be. There's no escaping though... A year ago tommorow.
this is my story, listen carefully...