Oct 17, 2005 21:08
I'm not feelin good tonight. I don't
know whats wrong but I don't feel like myself. Not much was different
than the normal days...woke up, went to school, did stuff, came home,
fucked around for hours...I just feel like i'm not myself anymore. It's
all so confusing. The like RJ gave me isn't helping to cheer me up
anymore like it used to. I just feel like shit really. Not depressed or
put off, just not like me.....and it's pissing me off.
My ear has been killing me for the past day or two.
It feels like something crawled in and layed eggs and then ate them and
shit in there.
God damnit, I hate being like this! I don't know why
i've been such a fucking downer lately. Usually i'm the person helping
the others who are feeling down...but now i'm feeling down and not
getting any help. I think I just should go to sleep and maybe that'd
help. Atleast I wouldn't be awake bothering any of you. Yea, screw
this, nothing good is happening tonight....grr. Sweet dreams. Sorry if
I offended anyone with my increased profanity.