i hate it.

[maufrais]

the internet is my poison.
i spend countless hours a day
plugged into this monotonous device,
droning on for no reason.
i feel empty and useless,
powerless and controlled.
they do this to us on purpose.
it doesn't make any sense.
it's not productive
nor enjoyable.
yet i drone on
and on.
as if i'm missing
something important.
but there's nothing,
not a single
drop
of
substance
in
any
of this.
save me.
change me.
resurrect me and give me my willpower.
my dignity
my identity
and my time.