wow... long time no visit my own journal.
what to say... well... there isn't really much going on at the moment. i'm now only working at the club. macy's was nice work. hard work. but the pay sucked for the labour given. anyway. the club has been giving me the run around. i was apparently dropped from tuesdays and this last week there was a problem/miscommunication on my only other day of work. i haven't worked at all this month and money is getting tight again. plus we have to move before may. our lease will be up at the apartment we're at and we need a new place. we're thinking of moving back into the apartment complex we left last time. but it all depends on wether another person first in line wants the apartment available. i do hope we get it. we're familiar with the place and the particular apt we're looking at is much nicer than the one we had last time. (it was right by the frickin' dumpster.)
shad and i fight sometimes but i feel like it's my fault. i take things so seriously and so hard. i don't understand his joking and it hurts me to see him upset or moody. all together i care too much. it might be a good thing... if he apreciated it. but he doesn't. it just stresses him out more. other people might find it endearing or cute. he acts as if i do it to strain him and piss him off. fuck. i don't know.
hyper sweet i'm still ga ga over and i know that in itself is a strain on my relationship with shad. but i can't help myself. i'm head over heels and there's no going back.
- mau usagii kitara