No time!
There's no time anymore! I'm writing as it's 2:40 in the morning, and I just feel like I gotta get something off of my chest...
Like I am intoxicated right now, but I've had maybe a day to think about this...
Choreo bonding about 24 hours ago; Sara Jackson gets drunk, but she starts to confess a lot of stuff. It eventually leads to her pretty much getting completely confused as to which Matt she actually likes. And I mean, I like her as well, but not enough to break that relationship she has.
And I'm beginning to think that her relationships may not last that long anyway... I don't have any proof to back that up, but I might just be another boy in the history of her life.
In the end though, she was drunk. That's it. But for some reason I couldn't sleep last night. And I was drunk. I don't know what that means, but maybe I actually like Sara a lot more than I know. It might not matter whether or not she likes me; maybe I actually enjoy her presence... or maybe I just haven't felt liked in a long time, and I like the feeling.
I'll see how this evolves... but I don't want to lose someone like her because of this... and I feel like that may already be the case.
Also, if I'm somehow connected to everyone else, I really hate carrying burdens. Like Sara's confession, I just felt terrible the entire day; granted, I didn't sleep, but still... ech... overall though, I enjoy it, but sometimes... it's a bitch.
Like I am intoxicated right now, but I've had maybe a day to think about this...
Choreo bonding about 24 hours ago; Sara Jackson gets drunk, but she starts to confess a lot of stuff. It eventually leads to her pretty much getting completely confused as to which Matt she actually likes. And I mean, I like her as well, but not enough to break that relationship she has.
And I'm beginning to think that her relationships may not last that long anyway... I don't have any proof to back that up, but I might just be another boy in the history of her life.
In the end though, she was drunk. That's it. But for some reason I couldn't sleep last night. And I was drunk. I don't know what that means, but maybe I actually like Sara a lot more than I know. It might not matter whether or not she likes me; maybe I actually enjoy her presence... or maybe I just haven't felt liked in a long time, and I like the feeling.
I'll see how this evolves... but I don't want to lose someone like her because of this... and I feel like that may already be the case.
Also, if I'm somehow connected to everyone else, I really hate carrying burdens. Like Sara's confession, I just felt terrible the entire day; granted, I didn't sleep, but still... ech... overall though, I enjoy it, but sometimes... it's a bitch.