its hard to start this.

[matttheripper]

i cant believe im writing this post again. it seems all to surreal like mabey its a dream or the worst daja vu ever. im so hurt. im lost. i gave eveything to be with her. i thought it was real this time. im tired. my mind is tired. im so sad. im an emo little bitch. i just want to cry. but i cant because shes happy. i want to scream. it nothing

Comments

[cute_and_morbid]

matt, im so sorry youre oing through this. just remember, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. and besides, no girl is worth the bullshit anyay.

i dont know.

[matttheripper]

if only she wasnt worth it. i know itll make me stonger i just wish i never happened. eternal sunshine of a spotless mind comes to mind.

Re: i dont know.

[cute_and_morbid]

If it didnt happen then you didnt learn anything.
Every test you succeed comes with the knowledge of what not to do in the future. or what to do. either way, sometimes, you just have to chalk things up as a learning experience.