May 13, 2008 20:52
there are times that i doubt my ability at things. I know i'm not the best in the things that i do, but most times i don't apply myself enough to perform at my level that i strive for.
i think i played the worst hockey game of my life tonight. it's the championship round and we got destroyed tonight. we have to win two straight games next week to win. it seems so futile, but we could have played better; i could have played better. i feel like i let myself down, but more importantly i let my team down.
bleh.
it's such a let down.
ugh.