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everything i hold dear i realize i will lose in time. all of my emotions. all of my friends. i've seen our lives changed one by one and i know that in time i will probably be all alone, the way it should be, the way i deserve to be. but i also see that i am not spending my life waiting to die. i see that i have a passion for what is now. i have a passion for what is soon to come. the Lord Jesus is with me. the steps i take are of His plan and the holes i fall in are by His hands. good God i'm wretched and good God i'm alone. it was a long and beautiful weekend. i have many beautiful friends.