some shocking news...
right now i am about to post something that some might find difficult to deal with, while others will exclaim "it's about time." still others might not care at all, and in fact wonder why they read my terrible livejournal anyway. here is the deal:
thank you.
by the way, the blasphemies which i have previously written are not true. in fact, i feel exactly the opposite of all of those things except the last section, part b (about being disgusted with religion). i am disgusted with my feeble attempt to glorify myself in the name of God. i am facing some really difficult things right now (namely with my mother), but i know that God has things under control and i will be fine in the end. if anyone needs any prayer or anything, please let me know.
- i have decided that i am no longer a Christian and i do not want to be a pastor.
- i have decided to stop going to biola and transfer to ucla and study world history.
- i have decided that i do not want to sing for the giving tree anymore.
- i have decided that i do not want to spend time with my Christian friends anymore because i am disgusted with that religion.
thank you.
by the way, the blasphemies which i have previously written are not true. in fact, i feel exactly the opposite of all of those things except the last section, part b (about being disgusted with religion). i am disgusted with my feeble attempt to glorify myself in the name of God. i am facing some really difficult things right now (namely with my mother), but i know that God has things under control and i will be fine in the end. if anyone needs any prayer or anything, please let me know.