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my life has turned into school, self doubt, and bad feelings in my stomach.
i feel like dying 80% percent of the time.
i forever worry who my real friends are.
ive spent the last 4 years of my life trying to find something im especially good at or something i can be into for the rest of my life. but now im sure that will never be anything. ill ( Read more... )
Everyone feels like this at some point, trust me. If you feel like dying, think of what it would be like to die, how much it would hurt, and how short your life would have been. Then realize that you would have been living for nothing, so do something with yourself. Your true friends will come through with you in the end. And if it makes you feel any better, I'm not good at anything in life, nor will I ever find what I'm good at. Everyone wants to lose weight, including me, but in the end it really DOES NOT matter. Because, I'm being serious now, you look absolutely fine and in no way do you need to lose weight. Self confidence is something only you can get yourself, but it's really not that hard. You just have to believe in yourself. A best friend is a lifetime partner. It's someone you know that no matter what, you'll never be mad at them, never be turned off by them (in a strictly platonic way, I mean), and you'll always be friends with that person. I have two. One is who I met when I was in 3rd grade. I hardly see her now, and if I didn't see her or talk to her for the next year, we'd still be best friends. The other is CJ. And truthfully, CJ is my best friend more than anything in the world. You have a best friend somewhere, even if you haven't found him/her. If you can't agree with someone, don't stress. You know what you want/like/whatever and that's all that matters. IF you're willing to bend every now and then it might be easier, but don't agree with something if you don't mean it.
And honestly, that's all the advice I can give. I'm not an advice giver at all, but I want you to realize it's not that bad. I know what it's like. I've been there many times before. It just takes time.
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