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my life has turned into school, self doubt, and bad feelings in my stomach.
i feel like dying 80% percent of the time.
i forever worry who my real friends are.
ive spent the last 4 years of my life trying to find something im especially good at or something i can be into for the rest of my life. but now im sure that will never be anything. ill just live the rest of my life going from one stereotype to another wishing i was like someone or something else.
i want to lose weight
i want some self confidence
i want a best friend. not just a bunch of people who i call up on a friday to hang out with.
i cant agree with anyone sometimes. no thats a lot of the time.
im going to come out of this with an ulcer and a black eye of my own doing.