okgo
i just can't seem to get over my ex. i know that may sound silly because it hasn't been any sort of long time at all, but i feel like i'm really unstable about all of it. ironically, i seemed like the stable one when we broke up. i think one of the reasons i'm having the trouble is that on the surface (regardless of what may or may not be going on inside), she seems to be just peachy keen, and she had TOLD me very explicitly on several occassions that she was doing pretty terrible. maybe the inconsistency is throwing me. maybe i feel shocked from how quickly she seems to have changed from what she said to be near tears every time she saw me to seemingly fine. i'm not sure yet. but i know i'm not okay. hopefully i will be soon.
-Matt
-Matt