Long time no talk
Alright, so its been a while since I've posted and life has gone on. Some things have happened, some good, some bad, some confusing. Starting off with the bad news, my uncle Eugene passed away today. He's had MS for the past 16 years and we all knew this was coming but none of us expected it. I wasn't real close to him, he's my mom's oldest brother and lived up in Indiana so I never saw him much, but he's family and it still hurts. Pray for my mom and my grandparents, I know this has hit them really hard.
Confusing news, got a letter from a friend of mine who goes to State and she literally poured out her heart to me, telling me how much she loves me and wants to make things work between us. The only problem is I can't reciprocate the feeling. I care about her as a friend but not like she wants me to. On top of that there's a girl here that is getting ready to deploy back to the states and she hits me with the bomb that she's interested in me, now with her I am interested and would love to see how things work between me and her. Since when have I been desirable to women, this has never happened to me and I'm pretty much at a loss as what to do.
Good news: Double digit midgets, less than 100 days till I am home, it's close to like 50 or 60 so I am pretty happy.
And for a random quiz, this was the topic of some discussion last night. Am I a cold heartless bastard or do I just not let people see what I am feeling. Thoughts and comments are allowed
Confusing news, got a letter from a friend of mine who goes to State and she literally poured out her heart to me, telling me how much she loves me and wants to make things work between us. The only problem is I can't reciprocate the feeling. I care about her as a friend but not like she wants me to. On top of that there's a girl here that is getting ready to deploy back to the states and she hits me with the bomb that she's interested in me, now with her I am interested and would love to see how things work between me and her. Since when have I been desirable to women, this has never happened to me and I'm pretty much at a loss as what to do.
Good news: Double digit midgets, less than 100 days till I am home, it's close to like 50 or 60 so I am pretty happy.
And for a random quiz, this was the topic of some discussion last night. Am I a cold heartless bastard or do I just not let people see what I am feeling. Thoughts and comments are allowed