Goodmornin
well wow its saturday mornin I have this new habit of drinking three differerent kinds of tea every morning. I am very much so in a health and purification time for well......... my body, my mind is a wreck as always, but hell I eat branmeal in the morning with fruit and tea have my rediculously insane salad for lunch I use bean sprouts for fuck sake I mean bean sprouts and beans and sunflower seeds or pine nuts!!!!!! I have also recently purchased magic salt which for me is a big deal its called himalayan crystal salt very exciting it is the purest most natural salt on earth. This unique salt is absolutly pristine and natural, born of the ancient primal ocean that stood atop the ground it is harvested from many millions of years ago. Its healthy elements and bio-photon content are ideal for your body. You will find this crystaline brine a pure ocean of energy................................ Anyways its kinda pink which I have determined must be little specks of wooly mammoth jerky. I am a sucker for magical mystical health crap. I am about to buy this tea that strips your body of fat its very exciting.
I was trying to decide wether or not to go to ohio jessica might think I am just mentioning this here for no reason but in actuality ever since she asked me to go and drive back to upstate with her I have been really wanting to go drive back to upstate with the leaves and such so I have been agonizing over this decision. I mean teddy would kill me absolutly kill me if I just decided to escape on another vacation upstate after still being unmployed for a damb long time. I have to get a job next week end of story. The issue was me and teddy have issues and I was trying to decide whether or not to just pack up everything and to move back upstate and go to occ. If New York City was really worth me staying here anymore I figure there is limited space here and right now half of ESM high school is here I figure there are a million highschools in this country and to have such and intense number of people here all people I kknow of course which is even wierder its got to be messing with the universal flux of the city. ...........Yeah well I just thought it was time to go but, maybe its not I really couldn't tell you. In whatever case I havent been emerged in fall for years I miss it I miss the trees I just thought it would be nice but its too late now. Unless i got on a train to clevland right now. Joanna says don't dwell on decisions you don't make. I don't know Joanna and I have gone running in central park the past two wednesdays and this sunday may go apple picking which is very exciting because it means there might be a little fall this year after all. I keep putting off college though it worries me a little I have not figured out how to fit it into my New York life its funny I would love to go to college it jjust seems like safty like a nice little vacation from having ot make life desicions and you get to learn stuff. Whatever that case is I am tired of having fear of my decisions because they might not seem practical or correct.
Today I am going to china town with noel, therezka, deborah, and john to look for food to cook a big dinner tonight. I myself have just finished my bowl of meat stew from yesterday it's hartyness rating is off the charts it is so thick with meats and potatoes its a little scary but even so it tastes like fall and it makes you feel all warm inside. Which is very nice. Happy fall kids .....................................................................................................
...................................................................................................................................Matthewblue
I was trying to decide wether or not to go to ohio jessica might think I am just mentioning this here for no reason but in actuality ever since she asked me to go and drive back to upstate with her I have been really wanting to go drive back to upstate with the leaves and such so I have been agonizing over this decision. I mean teddy would kill me absolutly kill me if I just decided to escape on another vacation upstate after still being unmployed for a damb long time. I have to get a job next week end of story. The issue was me and teddy have issues and I was trying to decide whether or not to just pack up everything and to move back upstate and go to occ. If New York City was really worth me staying here anymore I figure there is limited space here and right now half of ESM high school is here I figure there are a million highschools in this country and to have such and intense number of people here all people I kknow of course which is even wierder its got to be messing with the universal flux of the city. ...........Yeah well I just thought it was time to go but, maybe its not I really couldn't tell you. In whatever case I havent been emerged in fall for years I miss it I miss the trees I just thought it would be nice but its too late now. Unless i got on a train to clevland right now. Joanna says don't dwell on decisions you don't make. I don't know Joanna and I have gone running in central park the past two wednesdays and this sunday may go apple picking which is very exciting because it means there might be a little fall this year after all. I keep putting off college though it worries me a little I have not figured out how to fit it into my New York life its funny I would love to go to college it jjust seems like safty like a nice little vacation from having ot make life desicions and you get to learn stuff. Whatever that case is I am tired of having fear of my decisions because they might not seem practical or correct.
Today I am going to china town with noel, therezka, deborah, and john to look for food to cook a big dinner tonight. I myself have just finished my bowl of meat stew from yesterday it's hartyness rating is off the charts it is so thick with meats and potatoes its a little scary but even so it tastes like fall and it makes you feel all warm inside. Which is very nice. Happy fall kids .....................................................................................................
...................................................................................................................................Matthewblue