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The uncertainty of a new day without you is heavy on my heart,
it's not meant to be this hard.
Time is meant to heal, but all it's doing is destroying me,
surely you felt that we were meant to be,
That we just "were"
All i feel is this massive hollow where everything should be,
the part of me that loves, that cares....the illusion broken.
My heart is in 1000 pieces lying here in front of me,
dropping to my knees, i weep amidst the mess of what i was,
it's never hurt this bad.
I wonder how i am supposed to fix this now,
the hopelessness plays on my mind like the saddest song i know.
The hardest part of all this is knowing that you love me too,
i cry as all you can do is watch as i fall apart in front of you,
You didn't know.
The pain is obsene, it is tearing me from the inside out,
as i reach out towards you i shatter even further.
The sense of falling apart is now a sharp mental reality,
i feel as though i will never be able to touch you again,
Why?
I watch you walk away from me,
pain streams from your eyes as your heart calls you further away.
My heart gets darker with every step you take,
the thump of your footsteps are like a reminder of what i thought i once held so dearly,
Your heart.
Darkness falls across my heart......here i am again,
lying broken and bleeding from my heart.
Tomorrow i have to do this all over again
The uncertainty of a new day without you is heavy on my heart.