Mar 02, 2003 13:19
It's safe to say that Leslie and I both got everything we needed to get together, together. We're okay again and I can't even begin to express how that makes me feel. I feel really proud that we're able to always work through things. It seriously blows my mind sometimes because I was almost fearing the worst, but I got a head of myself. I was doing the exact same thing I told Leslie not to do. Dwell. In some ways, that makes me a hyprocrite, but in other ways, I think it makes me human. I know differently now, though. I know that relationships aren't always as peachy as everybody would like to believe. To feel is to be human, right? Les and I were both feeling different emtoions, but we felt strongly enough about each other to know we had to work those out.
We made a number of descions and changes to our every day life. Leslie and I both decided that she's going to come and live with me. Since day one of our existance in one another, we've had to fight. Fighting the distance, fighting the doubt, fighting her parents, fighting to stay together. We just can't do that anymore. No more fighting anyone or anything. I also suggested a that maybe if she wanted, Leslie could help me out with my career. She knows how things behind the scences in the business work a lot better than I do. You know, like contract stuff and all of that. That way, she won't be lonely or bored, and we can be together more than we're apart. I tend to have to travel a lot, but now Leslie and I get to explore the world.
I have a few interviews lined up this coming week. Yesterday was a lot of fun! I got to teach a hip hop class down at the dance studio. I kinda expected a crappy turn out, but I was surprised to see a lot of people there. Everybody from little 5 year olds to people in their 20s. I got a pretty nice pay check for it too.