What Is.
What matters is not what is but what is to come.
I have no idea why I just typed that down but it just came to mind. Who knows why? God knows I badly want to find out why I'm able to string these words together and for some reason it makes sense in the same time, it doesn't... for me at least. I guess I can pretty much say I'm still in the whole confused state in my life that nothing ever makes sense. Well what makes sense in life when your in your 20's right?
I miss my nonsense babbles. I think this counts as one but I don't think so because... mindless babbles should be babbles where you don't think. NOW that I think about it... my fingers are working on its own with the whole typing thing like right now. Good thing my CTS isn't acting up.
I miss the simplicity of my life then. OMG I'm saying that? Really? It's like I'm saying I've been living in a real - life soap opera that is either too boring or too cliche... or maybe both. Why did I even write that first line to begin with? Now my mind is a whole mush and yeah... whatever.
I think I'm gonna comeback tomorrow... killing myself some more with this crazy infatuation that is driving me insane. I'll post whatever happens... I guess... if that becomes a big deal.
Until then...