Kodowreck Incomiiiiiiiiing
Prez has been really nice. Really really nice. Maybe I'll try that family thing with him I mean, how bad can it be, and if my sister can do it I can do it better because I'm gonna do it right. And he's been okay lately too! And if I do get knocked up I better have a girl, then I can teach her things that my mom never taught me (like what boys like) and I can spoil her, 'cause I never got spoiled.
I like him a lot~
I wonder if I can tell dad? Maybe he'd be happy with me for once. And this isn't like Zak either, who'd never ever want this with me because he'd probably run like hell, or Mel'Lodi who wouldn't even not going there
Maybe this is it this time? Maybe, maybe, MAYBE I'll finally be able to say "I'm happy! No, I mean it this time, I am!" instead of it just being for a couple really really good months and then BOOM all gone? I hope so. I don't like letting go of him.
I hope he's right. I hope I can be a good mom.
I should practice with Koru!
(( ... Ooooh gaaaaawd. >.> ))
I like him a lot~
I wonder if I can tell dad? Maybe he'd be happy with me for once. And this isn't like Zak either, who'd never ever want this with me because he'd probably run like hell, or Mel'Lodi who wouldn't even not going there
Maybe this is it this time? Maybe, maybe, MAYBE I'll finally be able to say "I'm happy! No, I mean it this time, I am!" instead of it just being for a couple really really good months and then BOOM all gone? I hope so. I don't like letting go of him.
I hope he's right. I hope I can be a good mom.
I should practice with Koru!
(( ... Ooooh gaaaaawd. >.> ))