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That's right i'm updating and all I have to say is wow.
Tonight was fun until I started to think, think about what I have been doing, about how my life is going, and about what i've been doing with myself. All I have to say is how you need to fucking change the way you do stuff. I have helped you out in such a way that is unrepayable and all you do is blow me off. Of course your gonna either say "what have you done" or "i didn't know I tried to help" but no truth is you didn't. If your that ignorant that you don't notice I need help with myself right now then I don't know what to say. I have been more than a friend and you know that. I helped you when you needed it the most, i can tell when you need it too, all you do is sit there and ask and take "no" as an answer. If you would truely know who I am you would know what I would want you to do in that situation. I have forgiven you more than ever, I have given you everything i know and it seems like its not enough. I try my hardest to please you and when I ask for something as measly as a script you can't provide because your too lazy. I didn't have to make that damn icon for you but I did. Wanna know why? It's because I know you wanted it and I decided it would be easy, but you can't fucking write 8 lines of a story when I need it. You wanna know why I'm going with Stream's Group, because they actually do work for other people. You, you on the other hand do what you want unless nobody will do it with you. Here is what you say to everything, "Hey i'm doing :insert event: i'm going and if anyone would like to go then show up if not then whatever" You remember back in 8th grade when it would be "hey you guys want to do something like see a movie" Remember when you refered to us as the group, as you friends. Now were just like people you see near your locker. You have so many friends that you forgot which ones you were affiliated with. We have stuck with you from high to low, but apparently that isn't enough for you. You so fucking selfish it isn't funny. "Hey owen you want to go to a halo party", "Eh whatever", "Okay but you have to play" "i'll see when I get there". Remember when Halo parties were what we longed for, what we adored. Now they are just something that you go to to hog up the person's computer and give dirty looks to people. That's right, me pete and higgins were making fun of you the whole time in Russo's party, wanna know why. You just so fucking involved with your own problems that your too busy to help the people that care for you, no it isn't your senior friends, no it isn't your emo-core friends, its your best friends, the ones who stuck with you through high and low, Remember us? It seems like you just fucking don't care for us anymore, and for one thing i'm tired with it. Just fucking get a clue.. a fucking clue..
Your not who you think you are.
Tonight was fun until I started to think, think about what I have been doing, about how my life is going, and about what i've been doing with myself. All I have to say is how you need to fucking change the way you do stuff. I have helped you out in such a way that is unrepayable and all you do is blow me off. Of course your gonna either say "what have you done" or "i didn't know I tried to help" but no truth is you didn't. If your that ignorant that you don't notice I need help with myself right now then I don't know what to say. I have been more than a friend and you know that. I helped you when you needed it the most, i can tell when you need it too, all you do is sit there and ask and take "no" as an answer. If you would truely know who I am you would know what I would want you to do in that situation. I have forgiven you more than ever, I have given you everything i know and it seems like its not enough. I try my hardest to please you and when I ask for something as measly as a script you can't provide because your too lazy. I didn't have to make that damn icon for you but I did. Wanna know why? It's because I know you wanted it and I decided it would be easy, but you can't fucking write 8 lines of a story when I need it. You wanna know why I'm going with Stream's Group, because they actually do work for other people. You, you on the other hand do what you want unless nobody will do it with you. Here is what you say to everything, "Hey i'm doing :insert event: i'm going and if anyone would like to go then show up if not then whatever" You remember back in 8th grade when it would be "hey you guys want to do something like see a movie" Remember when you refered to us as the group, as you friends. Now were just like people you see near your locker. You have so many friends that you forgot which ones you were affiliated with. We have stuck with you from high to low, but apparently that isn't enough for you. You so fucking selfish it isn't funny. "Hey owen you want to go to a halo party", "Eh whatever", "Okay but you have to play" "i'll see when I get there". Remember when Halo parties were what we longed for, what we adored. Now they are just something that you go to to hog up the person's computer and give dirty looks to people. That's right, me pete and higgins were making fun of you the whole time in Russo's party, wanna know why. You just so fucking involved with your own problems that your too busy to help the people that care for you, no it isn't your senior friends, no it isn't your emo-core friends, its your best friends, the ones who stuck with you through high and low, Remember us? It seems like you just fucking don't care for us anymore, and for one thing i'm tired with it. Just fucking get a clue.. a fucking clue..
Your not who you think you are.