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last night i made banana bread and had (yet another) breakdown.
i need to keep baking, but stop crying.
depression and anxiety are lame. wicked lame.
i need to get my life together, but i keep failing at it. i need to find a gym, but i cant find any that are conviently located. and i know i wont go if it isnt convient. i need to keep lining up work. i need to plan a trip home at the end of june. i need to be better with money. i need to eat more veggies.
i just wish i was better at DOING shit, rather than simply recognizing what i need to do.
and i miss my friends wicked bad.
i need to keep baking, but stop crying.
depression and anxiety are lame. wicked lame.
i need to get my life together, but i keep failing at it. i need to find a gym, but i cant find any that are conviently located. and i know i wont go if it isnt convient. i need to keep lining up work. i need to plan a trip home at the end of june. i need to be better with money. i need to eat more veggies.
i just wish i was better at DOING shit, rather than simply recognizing what i need to do.
and i miss my friends wicked bad.