I am all excited for my Bruno. I go around, buying little bits for him and comparing prices ( Read more... )

I am officially in vacation. 7 whole days without work. I have just 2 things to do: take my neighbour shopping tomorrow morning (so I can get the delorazepam) and on thursday I have to take my father to do a brain scan ( Read more... )

 That I am slurrying my voice, that it takes me a long time to park and that I am not good with handling money (He doesn't know the last two, but I noticed them) and that generally I am slower, that it takes me time to think.

So he lowered my medication. It's the right thing to do, I know, but I am a bit scared. I was at ease in my cotton world. I ( Read more... )

 I am having a  mild panic attack. It's mostly work related (OMG if I loose this job what i am going to do?), but there's also some underlining sadness.

And to say that the day had started well, with me managing the first part of the winter clothes exchange (I have so many pair of pants and jeans that's not funny. I hope that at least some will ( Read more... )

 Everyday things get worse. It's a constant leakage of customers.

Today it has been interesting because I got to learn how the new systems work and I'll do it all the week long.  The good thing is that it means that I'll probably have more time free next week. Time that i can spend plotting and planning my future.

This week I walk to work 3 days ( Read more... )

 Last night I worked till midnight and this morning I was out of the house by 7:50 to go to the post office and to have my pap test done. It has been a long, hot morning.also because I was so worried about smelling when I got to see  the doctor. I had walked a lot by then and I was sweaty.

I am afraid that this pap test will discover something. ( Read more... )

 ...my rent did come trough. 60 euros more than usual, but I can survive. Maybe fill my tank too.

My neighbour asked me to borrow 20 euros. 20 euros. His druggie son is a piece of shit to abuse his parents this way.

Still filling in applications to job websites. I want to be in perfect shape when I go for it in september. I think my boss wants to ( Read more... )