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tonight i pretty much fucked up everything between me and a lot of people i really like. evan, jayme, sheena, max... they all think im the most horrible person ever. who am i kidding? i am! why did i even decide to take a drag when i was offered? wtff. i should've just decided to never get into this. it's fucked everything. evan didnt talk to me or sit near me the whole time. i teased max the whole time about his emoness.. and about sex involving him and jayme. i drew all over woody and forgot to call lachlan back. i forgot to call sheena and invite her. she was mad. evan doesn't likeee me anymore. our 'date' is probably cancelled now. ugggh.