bittersweet
Just wanted to say you make it so hard to leave. I hope you don't mean what you said about this all only happening because I am leaving. That was a knife to the heart. I really hope we stay at least friends. I will be an hour away and can still easily visit. I will miss our talks...even as empty or awkward as they were at times. Maybe they can continue over the phone like last winter...just a thought. I am optimistic about this change...it is largely for the greater good...but don't lay everything to rest simply because I am in a separate physical place. But like always, you have to go with how you feel. If it's true this has only gone on because I am leaving, then maybe we should be done with it. It's all in your hands. Good night my love.