For the moment
I seemed to have reached a level of contentment....for the moment. I am extremely happy having my own space again. I have had this little luxury before but only for a short time. I have my daily work routines. I enjoy my space so much that I look forward to my time off every weekend.
I am back in the playing field too. Trying not to have too many things going at once. Started playing with an old scene buddy again. He's a lot of fun but not nearly hard enough on me. I am seeing a Dom on a part time basis that challenges my brain ( much like my trainer )I am seeing a great guy that is kinda sorta into D/s but mostly its just for fun...for both of us. He has a great motorcycle and likes to kiss and he's a big tall blonde guy. Yummy. Reminds me very much of a former long time lover..many many years ago. I am also helping a man re-explore his sadistic side. Been maybe 30+ years for him. He is having a blast...lol Plus... I have started seeing another past lover. Our chemistry was always very physical, sexual, lusting, crazy horny sex. It hasnt lost any of its luster. I need this very much.
So...that makes 5...five !!! Busy girl or sexy slut? I dont mind being a slut. Its my life !!! Occasionally, I get that feeling that I want someone one to want just me. Always will really. Why isnt it happening for me? I had it....lost it. Anyway...part of me is content...for the moment.
I am back in the playing field too. Trying not to have too many things going at once. Started playing with an old scene buddy again. He's a lot of fun but not nearly hard enough on me. I am seeing a Dom on a part time basis that challenges my brain ( much like my trainer )I am seeing a great guy that is kinda sorta into D/s but mostly its just for fun...for both of us. He has a great motorcycle and likes to kiss and he's a big tall blonde guy. Yummy. Reminds me very much of a former long time lover..many many years ago. I am also helping a man re-explore his sadistic side. Been maybe 30+ years for him. He is having a blast...lol Plus... I have started seeing another past lover. Our chemistry was always very physical, sexual, lusting, crazy horny sex. It hasnt lost any of its luster. I need this very much.
So...that makes 5...five !!! Busy girl or sexy slut? I dont mind being a slut. Its my life !!! Occasionally, I get that feeling that I want someone one to want just me. Always will really. Why isnt it happening for me? I had it....lost it. Anyway...part of me is content...for the moment.