Bah...
________________________
It's 09.36 am in the morning.... I feel like a zombie, because I went to bed at 06.20 am..... It's so weird, when I've had a good amount of alcohol to drink, I can't sleep for more than 3 hours tops. That is just weeeird, usually people sleep for ages after drinking. Not me. It's always the same pattern of 2-3 hours. Gah....
Anyways - I've seen the chiropractor now 4 times... the 4th time was supposed to be the last, but - oops - my spine had slid back into locked position. One more time then... on Monday. I can't even imagine the bill. I don't have any kind of medical/health insurance, so it's gonna be sky high.
Man, the last visit had me almost fainting... it hurt a lot and when the chiropractor was done I just saw small white dots everywhere and felt sick. Dammit... Hopefully Monday will be my last visit.
Besides that I have almost switched completely to an E-cigarette instead of normal smoking. Not really because I want to (I do HAVE to), but because I have started to get sick to my stomach from smoking. No wonder, because I usually smoke 40 cigarettes a day. It does feel better to use the E-cigarette, but damn, something's just missing. Bah...
And I can feel that I've cut down my dose of Abilify (anti-psychotic) from 15 to 10 miligrams. It has been around 2 weeks since the cut-down. I just feel 'on edge', a bit anxious and weird. Luckily my extreme restlessness has decreased quite a bit. Thank 'god' for that. I'm just a bit nervous about it all... I feel hollow, tired of everything and slightly depressed. Sucks...
I better go for now and stop my ranting...
Here's a Danish 'poem' I did:
It's 09.36 am in the morning.... I feel like a zombie, because I went to bed at 06.20 am..... It's so weird, when I've had a good amount of alcohol to drink, I can't sleep for more than 3 hours tops. That is just weeeird, usually people sleep for ages after drinking. Not me. It's always the same pattern of 2-3 hours. Gah....
Anyways - I've seen the chiropractor now 4 times... the 4th time was supposed to be the last, but - oops - my spine had slid back into locked position. One more time then... on Monday. I can't even imagine the bill. I don't have any kind of medical/health insurance, so it's gonna be sky high.
Man, the last visit had me almost fainting... it hurt a lot and when the chiropractor was done I just saw small white dots everywhere and felt sick. Dammit... Hopefully Monday will be my last visit.
Besides that I have almost switched completely to an E-cigarette instead of normal smoking. Not really because I want to (I do HAVE to), but because I have started to get sick to my stomach from smoking. No wonder, because I usually smoke 40 cigarettes a day. It does feel better to use the E-cigarette, but damn, something's just missing. Bah...
And I can feel that I've cut down my dose of Abilify (anti-psychotic) from 15 to 10 miligrams. It has been around 2 weeks since the cut-down. I just feel 'on edge', a bit anxious and weird. Luckily my extreme restlessness has decreased quite a bit. Thank 'god' for that. I'm just a bit nervous about it all... I feel hollow, tired of everything and slightly depressed. Sucks...
I better go for now and stop my ranting...
Here's a Danish 'poem' I did: