oh, and now it's seven. i'm done.

i finally found something to be truly happy about again.

i feel like such a terrible fucking person. And i want to do something about it so badly, but i just can't and i hate myself for it ( Read more... )

The count is four.

I never thought that the status of being single would make college life so fucking stressful. goddamnit!

You know when you experience something for the first time, and you're like "that was pretty sweet", and then when you do to do it the second time when the circumstances are different, and you realize that you didn't even really get to fully appreciate it the second time around ( Read more... )

I am just now realizing that things are almost always better that what i make them out to be. Now that i have figured that out, college is going to be absolutely amazing. ESPECIALLY if this pattern keeps up. hellz yeah, brotha.

So i've just implemented this new life strategy into my daily behaviors, called "don't be such a pussy", and honestly, it's been working wonders. and what's best is that once i get to school, it's probably going to get even better. come on August 19th!

Lately i feel like the things that i want are just barely out of my reach, and honestly, it's really starting to piss me off.

am i dumb for thinking i still had a chance?

YES.