feels such a long time ago...
iwas going through my old documents and found a poem i wrote to tin when she was in costa rica. man it is so cheesy. so cheesy i feel i need to supply some type of crackers. well here goes to anyone who cares...i know that she deos. and that's all that matters.
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I Truly Miss You
I truly miss you Tin...
I'm always wondering what I would do
From day to day without you here
I found it hard to stay
but now I know the truth.
Here without you,
I truly miss you.
What should I do, my heart's in two.
I truly miss you.
I miss how you held me dear
And how you never let me go without a fight
It must be wrong.
For you to be gone so long, eventhough it's only been a day!
Our hearts together were a loved filled song
It feels so cloudy now that you're on vacation
I just feel like time passing by is time that I'm wasting.
It would be better spent on kissing, cuddling or on just plain holds!
I feel like a whole week is gonna pass by
And I KNOW FOR A FACT, I'm gonna cry
I'm gonna cry because I want you back right here
but it's ok I just have to learn how to be happy with the thoughts you left me with
but it's hard because
I truly miss you.
I cry for things I need from you,
A warm embrace and a kiss so true.
I pray for you to return soon
My soul is dying, my heart is, too.
My heart is melting away like an ice cube facing three digit heat
These feelings inside, I want them beat
I truly miss you
The only way I can defeat these feelings of "Yuck"
is to get you back here, rigth now...that's a must!
Now it's not that I view my feelings of you as just plain yuck
it's just I'd rather have you here in my arms then have to miss you so much.
I like my feelings of missing you, don't get me wrong
And I even like my feelings of how I long.
I truly miss you
How I long to kiss you again
to see your smile
to kiss your head
to run my fingers through your hair
But these feelings wouldnt be complete
No they wouldn't taste as sweet
If i didn't truely appreciate what I have right in front of me
And the only way to do that is to experience their extreme opposites...
Sadness, misery, missing you, longing, and just plain madness.
It drives me mad when I can't call you up on the phone and talk to you.
Whether the distance between us in miles be 100 or 2.
I want you home and I want it soon
So come home baby,
I miss you, I truly do!
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That poem was part heart, part mind, and ALL of my soul! How fiting it is for me right now. Hopefully I'll get over my feelings of loneliness soon.
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I Truly Miss You
I truly miss you Tin...
I'm always wondering what I would do
From day to day without you here
I found it hard to stay
but now I know the truth.
Here without you,
I truly miss you.
What should I do, my heart's in two.
I truly miss you.
I miss how you held me dear
And how you never let me go without a fight
It must be wrong.
For you to be gone so long, eventhough it's only been a day!
Our hearts together were a loved filled song
It feels so cloudy now that you're on vacation
I just feel like time passing by is time that I'm wasting.
It would be better spent on kissing, cuddling or on just plain holds!
I feel like a whole week is gonna pass by
And I KNOW FOR A FACT, I'm gonna cry
I'm gonna cry because I want you back right here
but it's ok I just have to learn how to be happy with the thoughts you left me with
but it's hard because
I truly miss you.
I cry for things I need from you,
A warm embrace and a kiss so true.
I pray for you to return soon
My soul is dying, my heart is, too.
My heart is melting away like an ice cube facing three digit heat
These feelings inside, I want them beat
I truly miss you
The only way I can defeat these feelings of "Yuck"
is to get you back here, rigth now...that's a must!
Now it's not that I view my feelings of you as just plain yuck
it's just I'd rather have you here in my arms then have to miss you so much.
I like my feelings of missing you, don't get me wrong
And I even like my feelings of how I long.
I truly miss you
How I long to kiss you again
to see your smile
to kiss your head
to run my fingers through your hair
But these feelings wouldnt be complete
No they wouldn't taste as sweet
If i didn't truely appreciate what I have right in front of me
And the only way to do that is to experience their extreme opposites...
Sadness, misery, missing you, longing, and just plain madness.
It drives me mad when I can't call you up on the phone and talk to you.
Whether the distance between us in miles be 100 or 2.
I want you home and I want it soon
So come home baby,
I miss you, I truly do!
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That poem was part heart, part mind, and ALL of my soul! How fiting it is for me right now. Hopefully I'll get over my feelings of loneliness soon.