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Well, I just got home. Doesn't it tell you something that the first thing I did was get on my computer to post this here? It's good to be able to get all of this out, at least, somewhere where I can comment on the happenings of my life without being judged too badly.
My date with Harvey was even better than I had imagined. Maybe it's just because of the atmosphere of his apartment, but it seemed a lot more personal this time, even if I was still slightly peeved from what all went on yesterday. I didn't leave my guard up for long, of course -- he draws it out of me even if I don't want him to. He's very charming; I would say more so than I am by far.
I could hardly concentrate on lifting my fork to my mouth, I was so distracted. But, that's not to say that it was anything bad, of course... I feel like Harvey really knows what I'm feeling inside, which is amazing. Hardly anybody gets through the barriers I've set up in life and it's really a different feeling to be understood.
I'm content.
My date with Harvey was even better than I had imagined. Maybe it's just because of the atmosphere of his apartment, but it seemed a lot more personal this time, even if I was still slightly peeved from what all went on yesterday. I didn't leave my guard up for long, of course -- he draws it out of me even if I don't want him to. He's very charming; I would say more so than I am by far.
I could hardly concentrate on lifting my fork to my mouth, I was so distracted. But, that's not to say that it was anything bad, of course... I feel like Harvey really knows what I'm feeling inside, which is amazing. Hardly anybody gets through the barriers I've set up in life and it's really a different feeling to be understood.
I'm content.