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there is this part of me who accepts that loneliness is the human condition and getting quite used to it, but the other part of me wishes that it were not true. it doesn't seem to matter how many people i have in my life. i still feel totally incomplete. maybe i should take tyler durden's
p-o-v on this. i just wish that i could train myself to not get emotional about the stupidest little things. i just worked five hours at this poster sale going on at my campus, and i just got about $70 of free shit just for helping them put posters in their necessary locations while listening to really good music. these two guys from brooklyn are here on a temp job going across the country trying to sell posters. that sounds like the coolest fucking job in the world! i know that it probably isn't, especially when you end up in boring places like bowling green.
i really miss rion, a lot more than i thought i would. he is not having a good time at mtsu and although i don't really understand home sickness, i sympathize with him. he is not the type of person who will willingly go out and try to make friends and socialize, so i am not surprised that he is bored and miserable. i'm not exactly miserable, but i'm still bored. i want him around, and i want to prove to him that i actually do give a shit about him.
this upcoming weekend lasts three days due to it being labor day on monday. most of my friends are going to still be here, and i am pretty sure that rion will come up at some point. lindsey is leaving, so i am stuck here by myself (which may or may not be a bad thing). i guess we will just see what happens.
you know i had originally intended this entry to be about a paragraph. i always write a lot more than i intend to. i'm going to be busy non-stop tomorrow. i have three classes back-to-back, then i have an hour which i am going to spend helping out the guys at the poster sale (their names are jordan and matt, just so i don't forget them), and at 5:15 i have this sociology class that runs until 8:15. it's so exciting. i will be too tired to party tomorrow night, but maybe that's a good thing.
p-o-v on this. i just wish that i could train myself to not get emotional about the stupidest little things. i just worked five hours at this poster sale going on at my campus, and i just got about $70 of free shit just for helping them put posters in their necessary locations while listening to really good music. these two guys from brooklyn are here on a temp job going across the country trying to sell posters. that sounds like the coolest fucking job in the world! i know that it probably isn't, especially when you end up in boring places like bowling green.
i really miss rion, a lot more than i thought i would. he is not having a good time at mtsu and although i don't really understand home sickness, i sympathize with him. he is not the type of person who will willingly go out and try to make friends and socialize, so i am not surprised that he is bored and miserable. i'm not exactly miserable, but i'm still bored. i want him around, and i want to prove to him that i actually do give a shit about him.
this upcoming weekend lasts three days due to it being labor day on monday. most of my friends are going to still be here, and i am pretty sure that rion will come up at some point. lindsey is leaving, so i am stuck here by myself (which may or may not be a bad thing). i guess we will just see what happens.
you know i had originally intended this entry to be about a paragraph. i always write a lot more than i intend to. i'm going to be busy non-stop tomorrow. i have three classes back-to-back, then i have an hour which i am going to spend helping out the guys at the poster sale (their names are jordan and matt, just so i don't forget them), and at 5:15 i have this sociology class that runs until 8:15. it's so exciting. i will be too tired to party tomorrow night, but maybe that's a good thing.