O_O OM NOM NOM L. OM NOM NOM.
Moonychan stayed the weekend, amidst tons of stuff going on right now that I'm too tired to mention. Along with the fact that it's after 1 am and mom has said four times I need to head to bed.
I just wanted to say I downloaded some episodes of Death Note and while taking Moonychan home we watched a couple of the episodes together finally!(I love my laptop sometimes. The drive to her house was about 45 mins. So without the opening and ending stuffles, we smooshed two in).
We are now on episode 26! AND L JUST....*boom*
It makes me sad inside. Really sad. But nowhere near as sad outwardly as it made MTM. Seriously. She was squeaking and crying. Me, sitting in the middle with the laptop acting as a heater on my poor legs (X_X) could only repeat, "that is SO not far...but since I'm so good at accidentally running across little hints of spoilers that I easily figure out, I'm not surprised"
Did anyone else's heart nearly break to see Watari looking at L through the TV screen before pushing that fateful red button on the keyboard? OMIGOSH HE WAS LIKE 'L I AM LIKE YOUR FATHER'.
And I'm hoping there are more little flashes of either (a) Little L, we only saw the top of his head in the shot to the building with Watari. Which I think I know what building it is. > . > (b) L in the rain. Seriously. The little things L does sometimes creep me out. In a totally cool way.
L standing in the rain. That reminds me. Mom wouldn't let me go walking out in the rain the other day. It was sooooo perfect a situation. It was just after twilight, so everything was cool and it wasn't humid. Just enough wind blowing to be relaxing, a good strong rush of water cascading down. Man, I just wanted to go and stand in it, enjoying the relaxing feel of the rain. But then mom said I can't be outside at night in this neighborhood by myself. X . X She said, 'you can go if your brother goes with you'.
Sure. Like my neesan will stand in the rain with me for(to him) no apparent reason. I'll sneak out next rain storm. At the closest chance I can achieve.
Favorite parts:
When Light's evil eyes came back(omigoshyay. Even though big eyed!Light was freaking adorable. A nice touch with the eyes there, you freaking geniuses that come up with this s
stuff).
When L was watching Misa's commercial. Haha...I watched it four times. MTM ended up smacking me multiple times this evening, by the by. She likes doing that. I told her she can't smack her own personal L across the head. She ruffled my hair instead.
When Watari looked at L through the screen. Awwww....I'm seriously loving the way that was shot/shown. Just...it was perfect. I may go back and watch it, listening to the music. That probably helped the mood of it, and I'm curious to how it sounded. I couldn't hear it well over MTM's cries last time.
The whole scene with L and Light in the rain and afterwards. I'm sure a ship was invented because of that scene that I want no part of, but it was sweet in a really odd and unique way. ^_^ It kinda scared me when I found out L gives 'pretty good' massages, though. Mostly because I'm known as the family massage therapist.
BTW, note to self: I owe some of my online friends massages should we ever meet in real life. I'm positive Deesan already has a reservation.
I should start a list. I need the help of my friends for it, though. We'll call it, 'ways Mascii is creepily like L, or vise versa'. Or just 'the list of things Mascii may or may not have subconsciously convinced herself she's like L'. Yeah. You know you all were thinking it. X_X
I don't really care for the new opening. The song sounded familiar(reminscent in my mind to that 'let the bodies hit the floor...' song I had stuck in my head for weeks), but I felt it didn't quite fit as well as the previous one. I've downloaded the WORLD by Nightmare to my computer and listen to it often. It fits very well, IMO.
I dreamt I was making a music video for Death Note to the song 'Forbidden' by D'espairsray a week or so ago. It looked pretty awesome, if I do say so for my unconscious self. But I have no clue how to make music videos and have no time currently for hours of screwing around(haha..never stopped me before), so that will have to wait.
Things are starting to calm down with my cousins. The girls all got their hair cut(even my aunt. wowza. She used to be a licensed beautician before the whole 'don't cut your hair' thing. So I'm sure she's relieved to have no more split ends and such). Sometimes they wear pants. Visited a local church with them today, actually. They all seemed to like it, including my parents. Meh. I didn't feel as comfortable with them as I would like, and as for the actual sermon, I disagreed on several points with him, and his methods of getting the message across were a tad overdone. It felt like he was repeating the same thing over and over that I've heard a million times. In my mind, I think I should learn at my church, not memorize the same lesson. *shrug* It wasn't very bad, and there were some very nice moments. But just...not really stirring me, over here.
To be honest, I want to visit Deesan's church. *grin* It sounds like it would be a blast. I'm all for testing the past to enlighten and challenge the future, and that's what I look for in my whole life. Why not at church? If I were a preacher/pastor, I would probably go out of my way to find strange methods to preach and teach. Just to stir things up and get the congregation thinking. *shrug* I dunno...it would be a weird place to imagine myself, and I wouldn't want to be there just for the sake of being different. So there goes that idea.
Meh...test dates coming up, and I need to study. And get a job. Why do I keep hesitating on the getting a job thing? It feels like I have this mental block. Perhaps it's one of those subconscious things that I should discover and deal with? But there's not enough time to pick that apart. Perhaps it would be best to suppress that hesitation as much as I am capable for the present. There will be time for self-analysis later, hai?
Worried about Moonychan. I have the social tact of a caterpillar, you see. So despite my curiosity and overwhelming desire to just have her come out and tell me what's going on in her mind/health, I have to hold back from completely bowling her over, so to speak. I suppose it's good practice, but it can be very aggravating to myself. It happens with other social interactions, so it isn't necessarily Moonychan, but since she's closer to my age than most, I feel closer to her. Thus, I think about her more in-depth. *shrug* I creeped her out by staring at her yesterday. Made us both laugh, but sometimes I wonder how much I honestly creep her out. Ha...I know I do to an extent. My ability to switch to the mental capacity and maturity of a five-year-old and back to my 'mature mode' is part of my charm. I'm thinking that's a large part of the reason I amuse my friends so much. I'm all "BLACK WHITE! UP...DOWN! GIGGLE THEN BE SERIOUS! LOLOLOLOLOL...indubitably!"
Hm..much to think on. Feeling a bit feverish and hating the cough that still lingers around me after I get sick. It sounds pretty bad, and dad keeps telling me I need to do something about it. But what am I supposed to do? Mom bought orange juice, so I'll try to double and triple up on the vitamn C, and not shouting is simple enough a situation to avoid. What else is there to do but wait it out?
Oooh...just had my 'allegedly monthly vampirism' this week. Brilliant. I have a really unregular regularity(hush, GG. It'll be alright for me to screw up grammar one more time. I do it often anyways, so meh..), and it's been the first time in a few months now. I think last was January or February. Which sounds freaky and questionable, but it runs in the family. So another brilliant for me. My daddy bought me a HUGE hershey bar, which is loverly of him.
Haven't been sleeping well recently, either. I think my body hates to be TOO cold when I sleep. I like it cooler more than hot, but I think after a certain temperature my body goes, "haha...no. Put on a comforter. Hence - COMFORT, you freaking genius."
I'm going to go get some shuteye. Tomorrow I fill out paperwork for testing stuffles, spend a last day with my grandfather and grandmother, call in about my contact lenses, do some studying, get a job(ha), and anything else I've been forgetting to do.
Mowed the lawn for the first time this Saturday. Normally my dad takes care of it, but his knees have been killing him and I want to help out more if I can(according to dad, though, I do my chores along with everyone elses...meh. And I do most dinners), so I'm taking over lawn.
We have a big yard, BTW. Several people said it looked great. Of course, my dad being a very 'things have to be just-so' kind of person had us do the yard together, and he used a shovel to clear the grass from the entirety of the sidewalk, and we mowed that little bit of grass right on the edge of the curb. I ended up hauling 8 or 9 trash bags of grass, in the end. Phew. It'll be easier if I'm not wearing long sleeves and in the heat of the day, yup? Took a break halfway through because I was having some trouble breathing, but a cool drink and a few minutes fixed that right up. Then I played piano for a while, and that distracted me.
Tori Amos pwns all.
I just wanted to say I downloaded some episodes of Death Note and while taking Moonychan home we watched a couple of the episodes together finally!(I love my laptop sometimes. The drive to her house was about 45 mins. So without the opening and ending stuffles, we smooshed two in).
We are now on episode 26! AND L JUST....*boom*
It makes me sad inside. Really sad. But nowhere near as sad outwardly as it made MTM. Seriously. She was squeaking and crying. Me, sitting in the middle with the laptop acting as a heater on my poor legs (X_X) could only repeat, "that is SO not far...but since I'm so good at accidentally running across little hints of spoilers that I easily figure out, I'm not surprised"
Did anyone else's heart nearly break to see Watari looking at L through the TV screen before pushing that fateful red button on the keyboard? OMIGOSH HE WAS LIKE 'L I AM LIKE YOUR FATHER'.
And I'm hoping there are more little flashes of either (a) Little L, we only saw the top of his head in the shot to the building with Watari. Which I think I know what building it is. > . > (b) L in the rain. Seriously. The little things L does sometimes creep me out. In a totally cool way.
L standing in the rain. That reminds me. Mom wouldn't let me go walking out in the rain the other day. It was sooooo perfect a situation. It was just after twilight, so everything was cool and it wasn't humid. Just enough wind blowing to be relaxing, a good strong rush of water cascading down. Man, I just wanted to go and stand in it, enjoying the relaxing feel of the rain. But then mom said I can't be outside at night in this neighborhood by myself. X . X She said, 'you can go if your brother goes with you'.
Sure. Like my neesan will stand in the rain with me for(to him) no apparent reason. I'll sneak out next rain storm. At the closest chance I can achieve.
Favorite parts:
When Light's evil eyes came back(omigoshyay. Even though big eyed!Light was freaking adorable. A nice touch with the eyes there, you freaking geniuses that come up with this s
stuff).
When L was watching Misa's commercial. Haha...I watched it four times. MTM ended up smacking me multiple times this evening, by the by. She likes doing that. I told her she can't smack her own personal L across the head. She ruffled my hair instead.
When Watari looked at L through the screen. Awwww....I'm seriously loving the way that was shot/shown. Just...it was perfect. I may go back and watch it, listening to the music. That probably helped the mood of it, and I'm curious to how it sounded. I couldn't hear it well over MTM's cries last time.
The whole scene with L and Light in the rain and afterwards. I'm sure a ship was invented because of that scene that I want no part of, but it was sweet in a really odd and unique way. ^_^ It kinda scared me when I found out L gives 'pretty good' massages, though. Mostly because I'm known as the family massage therapist.
BTW, note to self: I owe some of my online friends massages should we ever meet in real life. I'm positive Deesan already has a reservation.
I should start a list. I need the help of my friends for it, though. We'll call it, 'ways Mascii is creepily like L, or vise versa'. Or just 'the list of things Mascii may or may not have subconsciously convinced herself she's like L'. Yeah. You know you all were thinking it. X_X
I don't really care for the new opening. The song sounded familiar(reminscent in my mind to that 'let the bodies hit the floor...' song I had stuck in my head for weeks), but I felt it didn't quite fit as well as the previous one. I've downloaded the WORLD by Nightmare to my computer and listen to it often. It fits very well, IMO.
I dreamt I was making a music video for Death Note to the song 'Forbidden' by D'espairsray a week or so ago. It looked pretty awesome, if I do say so for my unconscious self. But I have no clue how to make music videos and have no time currently for hours of screwing around(haha..never stopped me before), so that will have to wait.
Things are starting to calm down with my cousins. The girls all got their hair cut(even my aunt. wowza. She used to be a licensed beautician before the whole 'don't cut your hair' thing. So I'm sure she's relieved to have no more split ends and such). Sometimes they wear pants. Visited a local church with them today, actually. They all seemed to like it, including my parents. Meh. I didn't feel as comfortable with them as I would like, and as for the actual sermon, I disagreed on several points with him, and his methods of getting the message across were a tad overdone. It felt like he was repeating the same thing over and over that I've heard a million times. In my mind, I think I should learn at my church, not memorize the same lesson. *shrug* It wasn't very bad, and there were some very nice moments. But just...not really stirring me, over here.
To be honest, I want to visit Deesan's church. *grin* It sounds like it would be a blast. I'm all for testing the past to enlighten and challenge the future, and that's what I look for in my whole life. Why not at church? If I were a preacher/pastor, I would probably go out of my way to find strange methods to preach and teach. Just to stir things up and get the congregation thinking. *shrug* I dunno...it would be a weird place to imagine myself, and I wouldn't want to be there just for the sake of being different. So there goes that idea.
Meh...test dates coming up, and I need to study. And get a job. Why do I keep hesitating on the getting a job thing? It feels like I have this mental block. Perhaps it's one of those subconscious things that I should discover and deal with? But there's not enough time to pick that apart. Perhaps it would be best to suppress that hesitation as much as I am capable for the present. There will be time for self-analysis later, hai?
Worried about Moonychan. I have the social tact of a caterpillar, you see. So despite my curiosity and overwhelming desire to just have her come out and tell me what's going on in her mind/health, I have to hold back from completely bowling her over, so to speak. I suppose it's good practice, but it can be very aggravating to myself. It happens with other social interactions, so it isn't necessarily Moonychan, but since she's closer to my age than most, I feel closer to her. Thus, I think about her more in-depth. *shrug* I creeped her out by staring at her yesterday. Made us both laugh, but sometimes I wonder how much I honestly creep her out. Ha...I know I do to an extent. My ability to switch to the mental capacity and maturity of a five-year-old and back to my 'mature mode' is part of my charm. I'm thinking that's a large part of the reason I amuse my friends so much. I'm all "BLACK WHITE! UP...DOWN! GIGGLE THEN BE SERIOUS! LOLOLOLOLOL...indubitably!"
Hm..much to think on. Feeling a bit feverish and hating the cough that still lingers around me after I get sick. It sounds pretty bad, and dad keeps telling me I need to do something about it. But what am I supposed to do? Mom bought orange juice, so I'll try to double and triple up on the vitamn C, and not shouting is simple enough a situation to avoid. What else is there to do but wait it out?
Oooh...just had my 'allegedly monthly vampirism' this week. Brilliant. I have a really unregular regularity(hush, GG. It'll be alright for me to screw up grammar one more time. I do it often anyways, so meh..), and it's been the first time in a few months now. I think last was January or February. Which sounds freaky and questionable, but it runs in the family. So another brilliant for me. My daddy bought me a HUGE hershey bar, which is loverly of him.
Haven't been sleeping well recently, either. I think my body hates to be TOO cold when I sleep. I like it cooler more than hot, but I think after a certain temperature my body goes, "haha...no. Put on a comforter. Hence - COMFORT, you freaking genius."
I'm going to go get some shuteye. Tomorrow I fill out paperwork for testing stuffles, spend a last day with my grandfather and grandmother, call in about my contact lenses, do some studying, get a job(ha), and anything else I've been forgetting to do.
Mowed the lawn for the first time this Saturday. Normally my dad takes care of it, but his knees have been killing him and I want to help out more if I can(according to dad, though, I do my chores along with everyone elses...meh. And I do most dinners), so I'm taking over lawn.
We have a big yard, BTW. Several people said it looked great. Of course, my dad being a very 'things have to be just-so' kind of person had us do the yard together, and he used a shovel to clear the grass from the entirety of the sidewalk, and we mowed that little bit of grass right on the edge of the curb. I ended up hauling 8 or 9 trash bags of grass, in the end. Phew. It'll be easier if I'm not wearing long sleeves and in the heat of the day, yup? Took a break halfway through because I was having some trouble breathing, but a cool drink and a few minutes fixed that right up. Then I played piano for a while, and that distracted me.
Tori Amos pwns all.