Help?
Ugh, I'm beginning to have a bit of a problem. I am no longer able to focus. Even with my anti-depressants, anti-anxiety pills x 2, etc, I still cannot get my self to settle down and complete what needs to get done.
The scariest part of all this, is that the only time I CAN get myself to do it, is when I drink. Don't ask me why, cuz I have no idea, but if there is alcohol in my system, I can do it. This rather freaks me out cuz I don't know what to do about it, or how to do it without being liquored up. I really need to get through this semester so I can get my damn associate's degree (after 4 years of college, it'll be damn time). I just want to finish school for now, so that I can focus on working, before moving on to my bachelor's. Any ideas? This is a big issue for me right now!
On semi-happier topics, school-aside, I'm beginning to feel a lot more confident in myself as a person. I feel happy in my body, my mind (when legally drugged to proper dosage -- tho on a side note, I was a bit freaked out when Heath Ledger died, 2 of my prescriptions were part of what was found in him... scary.). I'd like to be able to exhibit my newfound confidence and happiness. However, a bit harder when I have not that many friends to hang with. Cuz even though my confidence is growing, it's not so much when I'm on my own. So, if you ever wanna hang out, lemme know! :-D
Anyways, if anyone has any suggestions for me, or just want to hang out, lemme know! Please?!?!?!
The scariest part of all this, is that the only time I CAN get myself to do it, is when I drink. Don't ask me why, cuz I have no idea, but if there is alcohol in my system, I can do it. This rather freaks me out cuz I don't know what to do about it, or how to do it without being liquored up. I really need to get through this semester so I can get my damn associate's degree (after 4 years of college, it'll be damn time). I just want to finish school for now, so that I can focus on working, before moving on to my bachelor's. Any ideas? This is a big issue for me right now!
On semi-happier topics, school-aside, I'm beginning to feel a lot more confident in myself as a person. I feel happy in my body, my mind (when legally drugged to proper dosage -- tho on a side note, I was a bit freaked out when Heath Ledger died, 2 of my prescriptions were part of what was found in him... scary.). I'd like to be able to exhibit my newfound confidence and happiness. However, a bit harder when I have not that many friends to hang with. Cuz even though my confidence is growing, it's not so much when I'm on my own. So, if you ever wanna hang out, lemme know! :-D
Anyways, if anyone has any suggestions for me, or just want to hang out, lemme know! Please?!?!?!